the roadtrip life

2007-02-23T18:20:00.000+08:00

whoohoo... the week is coming to an end.

Now thats a sigh of relief. Well the adrenaline of so many occurences just made me had tough nights . And i'm glad that its coming to a stop.

Well first and formost, i've always been true to myself, my actions and my dignity. Even though i back down to others, i still have it. Dignity can't be thrown away when you stand proud of what you did. You know when to let go . That's dignity, ladies and gentlemen.

And seriously, being true to one's self means not caring for what others might say about you. And even if they creat sympathy acts and backstabbing. Whoa, it's definitely a hump you encounter on your roadtrip.

man, so what if i lose some of my OG mates trust and friendship because she sides with another who have bad blood with me? i don't care. haha like what i told siew ping, it's all Lethal. Yup. Lethal.

It's a scene of John Tucker must die week for me. haha. When someone uses [ast settled event to score revenge on me by using the name of the new one.

Since this person mentioned i broadcast everything about our history , when i didn't mention EVERYTHING. i might as well do the dirty job whole. Yup.
i'm proud to say that i was grossed out when she gave me Ladybug chocs.

when i told her neh, it's okay i don want presents and say i don't have to give her any V day present when she demands present from me. thank god i prepared one. .

And yup, i've been trying to avoid her but she doesn't seem to vanish from my sight. how unholy can that be.

It's like bumping into evil dirty spirits and being unable to shake them off, and then she comes back with her smses like i've been trying to stick to her. eww.

haha. man, i'm a super jerk. lol. But guess what it seems that i always get into this type of dirty troubles. Yea. which means i should not be friendly to all people, . Man, i should have just been a OGL that's retarded. Oh man, that will be more fun . At least i won't have encountered into RV people who backstab other people without blinking. Oh yea. i'm harsh.

Second, man, how i hate blogs. Ironic isn't it, cos i'm a blogger. It sucks when people tell you how to do your blog and they're not even entitled to give your stubborn comments.

CONDEMMATIONS to Goody Two shoes girls. I think they're selfcentred and all.

haha. in fact i think my week is so FABUListic that it goes WILD> haha

Been bumping into MS chan like every single day. Even she herself says so.

06A01, KimNness, Akhbar, KC, Hockey, Bossoms, most OG3 cliques, Boojooboo Rock my Socks!! yea. haha

Life is worth its rocky paths,
I got into a turbulent one,
let it slide , creatures
co's i'm gonna tumble you down.
True to myself i emerge
victorious in heart
You may gain your support
whilst my truth stays truimph way over par

~Freddy

2007-02-21T19:01:00.000+08:00

oh great. A really exhausting day.

Ran 5km during PC in the morning.

Had unusual sudden right eye blindness and headaches .

gastric pain after eating only chicken chop .
Ran 4.8 km during hockey and

4 hours straight of lessons after 10am.

My.... my legs and hands were numbing up when i ran the second 4.8km. i was struggling.

And also because of this * messages that always spoil my day. can she stop smsing me. get out of my Vain, lone life. I don't wanna sms with you. You only know how to spoil other people's day. and yes after i post this up, she's gonna start with her Goody Two shoes lectures again.

Kc's right. Better not to love woman. lol. Alright, shan't be too extreme. Better not love woman at this age until Cupid really strikes you.

really exhausted and simply put it, i wanna be alone in my own cube. . . .

Don't Place too much hope
Of what you gave me
Cos' God knows that i will displace it
For a jerk i am
i will break your heart
into pieces
I'm just a labyrinth
Whose's gate have been locked
So if you thinking of seeping in
You in a deep mistake.

~ Freddy

2007-02-20T12:00:00.000+08:00

hey there bloggies,

Its the third day of the 'festive' lunar new year. WHat way to celebrate it then lazing at home, doing nothing, with studies thrown out of your minds?

yes! This is new year. The fiv3 days of being a True Blue slacker.

Now. Apparently, i'm only thinking of how to welcome my coming of the M(atured) 18 age. HAHAH. well, that has been particularly ruined, since the government decides that we 18 to bes, borned in 1989 are not Matured enough to learn how to drive!! How ridiculous can that be!!

Man, i hope they won't raise the bar of Gambling to the age of 21, cos i'm gonna get more flustered, especially with the idiotic IR coming up.

Great, I better get more serious in Studying and not be so honoured of being the Slacker i'm in class. haha.

Great, i'm back in survivor mood. and Mode i say. My 18 year old wish, is to join Survivor Season ..... in USA !!! whoohoo. at least when i'm 21. I think that will be the greatest. If there's a Singapore version, i owuld think that's bullshit. it should be something thats more sophisticated, with more daredevil challenges. BEhold!! Freddy, the Survivor!!! whoohoo. Blimey, at this point, i'm daydreaming too much.

well, right now, survivor's in the college . muahaha. I'm still in my classroom of survivor politics and hanging down low under. Man, am i glad i don't put 'personal' a word in my relationship in class, at least with the guys. Hey survive this next few months and a new Sky awaits. No wait, we'll only at the start of the new year. Man.,

2007-02-19T17:06:00.000+08:00

A huge difference between me and some certain bloggers is that i love his writings but i can't write the way he does.

HE is one with no writer blocks while i am one with loads. so what i can only do is to blog about my rather boring life to you, whereas he brings his life in a funny tone that just makes me laugh but curse in jealousy. the latter is fiction. i wanna kill him , is what i really wanna do.

haha.

Okay back to this so called new year festive season. I don't think anyone can name me 10 reasons of why this cny celebrations is so festive tis year. Or lets say this past few years.

Anyway while on the cruise, i tried barging into the Casino, thinking that i'm 18 since 2007 means 1 year ago. But still i got caught . haha the Guard thinks that i'm not even near 18 when all i am is just 2 months away and you should have seen his face of disgust when i am so near 18 and i don't look near one.

And talk about me chiding this Philipinno Cruise staff when she showed bad service to younger generations of people but Suck up tone to teh old aged. And she's just cheap labour. Oh man. Knowing how sensitive i was to customer service . i gave my due respects of talking to a older than me person and you should have seen the look on her face when i chided her infront of everyone there.

Me: I think you're very rude.
Staff: erm.. sorry? (everyone was in silence, turning their heads to my direction)
Giving her the benefit of the doubt, i repeated why i called her rude.
haha mentioning all that she did. the senior management personnel was at that point there.

And in the end she apologize and i bet she was thinking how come a 10 year old can scold her and chid her like an adult haha.
when she saw me some time in the night she was avoiding me. haha. MAn i just love scolding deserving adults.

okay. cruise was boring. yup.

CNY was also boring.

can't wait for it to end. haha. i want a romantic relationship. so Cupid. Bump me one. haha. Let KC get the Birthday wish i want which he said he couldn't get it . =)

2007-02-16T13:43:00.000+08:00

Had a wild day today. With my Funky haircut and all lol. i was not sure if it was funky but the rest says it was. haha

Okay. Emceeing was cool. great feedbacks from them. Thanks guys=)

The concert wasn't that great but i enjoyed the campus superstar and zhi wen performance and not forgetting the symphonic band's./ Pacifica and flight of the thunderbirds were great pieces =)

Went back t Evergreen. wow i was like greeted with warmth by my principal, teachers and my juniors. haha. YEs i love my Technical and academic juniors. lol. we like punched each other. lets see shi cai they all.

Haha i just miss those malays. man i kinda missed the hand shaking culture haha . we always shake our hand and click our thumbs when we meet. Yes its all getting back to me.
And laughing with the malay girls about all sorts of things and mocking at the Ugliest chinese gal in the school. Ai min.

haha secondary school days were the wildest. malays guys malay gals and chinese gals and all.

I love my juniors haha

And surprise surprise my pri 2 form teacher is teaching at Evergreen. was i shocked. haha .

The best part was i was surrounded by all my juniors that till the sec 1s were all looking " who is this shortie funky guy"? haha

now at home. won't be home this few days. so everybody. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR =)

2007-02-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

haha. back from every nitty gritty busy schedule i've been in.

Valentine's day was a blast yesterday =)

I really love the gifts given by my bossoms Hz, Hq, Wanqing and Linda. haha Thanks peeps!!!

Esp Wanqing cardboard. i'm so touched. It's going up on my wall for memory keeping.

It was a fun steamboating session with them. Linda's bf super handsome and delicate. haha you can say i'm jealous of them lovebirds. i want a romantic and dedicated 2 way relationship. But it's hard to find one. and to even bump into one everlasting one.

I had a new cut to a new year. my hair's all weirdo and gangsterism style lol.

Tired out. addicted to audition even though i only played for 5 mins on linda's account. haha

2007-02-12T16:42:00.000+08:00

pondering pondering. if i should go for the secret garden surprise for wendy. as much i wanna go, i'm broke.

haha YES!! my V day will not be singular after all. It's gonna be a party. just like
One's a bummer,
Two's a couple
3's a party
4's a crowd
5's a dating
and we are dating . haha
the gay cum bossom's V dae outing hahaha

haha. We're gonna exchange our "love" items for each other. haha.

Gonna find something meaningful. I don't wanna give for the sake of giving, or else i'll b ejust contributing to land pollution.

happy happy days lately. haha. cos maybe the bossoms have been trying to cheer me up so hard. haha.
oh ya, talk about yesterday's trip to vivo.

It was initially a trip to buy new year clothes with han zhong. so we went and we tried on clothes at the expensive shops at VIVO city( i declare broke) while we were changing in the dressing rooms at Topman, Bossom Wan Qing called me , and say that she was at Bugis with JK. so they decided to join us. LOL.

Ya when i bought the same red top as Han Zhong , i smsed his twin, han qi.

freddy: hey i bought the same red top as your bro
HQ:So you can wear with him the same shirt. people will think you 2 gay.
Freddy : Yes haha we can be such a romantic gay partner.
Hq:i knew it all along. LOL.

haha a jokey conversation we had. And HQ joined us after his long nap at home.

I then realised that red top wasn't for me and i exchanged it to the green shirt i wanted initially. haha.,

HZ was complaining why i like green so much.

Had a fun chat with Wan QIng and HZ haha. then HZ and jk went choco hunting so me hq and wq went to chat and walk around while wan qing was my fashion consultant. haha

in the end. spent 120 ++++ on clothes.

had dinner and all . took crazy photos. haha

We look like superstars =)

Here's HZ wearing my specs haha

Haha my brother Shasha went peeing with me and HZ

haha our hair shines. We use..

haha Act cute pics

The Buzz Club of Flies

haha

are we hooligans or what

Linda say i look like Rain in this photo from the side

2007-02-10T10:27:00.000+08:00

Lets talk about the Singapore Secondary Schools Debating ChampionShips 2007 which i attended yesterday.

I was one of the adjudicators for the event, and my role ws to be just a shadow adjudicator.

Now, i was to be judging the "C" division. which mainly were one of the simpler debates going on, because mainly, there's no POI.

Swiss Cottage Vs Global Indian Int'l School - Queenstown

ChestNut Drive Sec VS Ngee Ann Sec

Beatty Sec VS Chung Cheng High (Yishun)

Interesting debates going on out there. But the third one was mainly the highlight of the whole thing for me.

My secondary school was in the other room. Which i was unable to view and give my comments on. Sad.

Did give some viewpoints to them before they went in to debate, the Evergreen team.

Apparently, all the marks i gave was around the same as the rest, so it was a rather peaceful decision to who wins .

I focused alot on style during the debate, so i gave the most eye contacts to the speakers, and i found that some of them have the nervousness to look at the florr and even mumble ! But it's alright, so i say, they just need to relax. and thats the main thing.

To Convince , thats the key point of debating.

2007-02-09T15:45:00.000+08:00

OMG. really on a high mood now.

I was like almost crying when i received han qi's sms. He got 9 pointers . Like wow.!!!!!

Then han Zhong got 16.. also real good!!!
Wan qing got 13. WOW!!!
Alvin got 13 too
cai ping got 12!!!!
Li Ning got 12 too.
All these are L1R5 raw scores. OMG hahaReal happy for my dear friends. haha. goosebumps all over when i heard about their results. still waiting for the rest to report their happiness.

Going off soon. to monfort sec to judge the Interschool Secondary Debating Championships 2007 preliminary rounds. Would be one of the judges really high.

About one of my campers sms yesterday , that i only dedicate my blog to my friends showing my gratitude for them,and not to myself.

That i'm hiding loads of things inside and not showing them out.

Well simple reason, there's too much controversy over the way i blog, how i spill out every single nitty gritty details, that people do not liek to see the truth and wants privacy.

but also because what she said, i actually had a second blog . yup.

2007-02-08T13:59:00.000+08:00

As i was walking along the streets pavement to get lunch. i was thinking. Thinking anout my OG.

And sure enough. I'm close to my OG as a Group. But i realised something, i'm not close to them individually. I don't really know much about them as a person. Their Likes their Dislikes. Only to a certain few whom i am able to get close to.

You see i'm a Group person. i can interact person- to -person. I don't have that courage to do so.

Thats why i'm always in a group. And that's my flaw for not bein the best i could be as an OGL.

Maybe i should go close to them. and learn about them. I realised i don't really know much about them individually and i should over come my barrier of not knowing what to say when i'm alone with a person.

2007-02-08T12:27:00.000+08:00

Whoa, yesterday was definietly the last round of rollercoaster ride i had. The one that had lasted for 1 and a half months.

yesterday, my life just reached another low level during revelation. maybe it's due to the fever i ha yesterday and the annoyance i had during the event. But it's all over.

Well was told that i was being too attidtudical when i did not join in for my OG3 phototaking . and only took pictures for them. And also when i did noy sit with them but sat by the side and me leaving the hall for a very long time to who-knows-where.

So sorry to those people.

And also maybe this camper was right when she mentioned that i no longer hang out with the og anymore but with other Og . esp through the west coast event when i did not join them. Well seeing them in their cliques and all, and i felt no where but neutral to all of them, i just left them to their happiness and ya hang out with other groups.

Okay. revelation was alright in that sense then. I tried to be non emotional by not letting myself cry infront of them. I thoguth my video sucked. after the other videos of other families. super cool! Well, i am still rpoud of mine given that videos always go sucky for me haha.=)

okay was rather unhappy for a while with someone when she decided to laugh and not be serious during revelation. maybe i had too high a standard.
Went to prepare the cake for them while they were upstairs. was super sick and heavy - headish.

Alright zoom over that sad part. to the part where they left for the outing and i stayed.

Oh ya i forgot, my poor sister Linda cried so badly during revelation. i was at that point fweeling like " oh no pls don't cry. i won't know what to do" i glad my dearest sister is feeling all better now.

Okay. went for CNY rehearsal, left my bag at the LNmess. teachers laughing at me because i spoke the chinese words like an "ANg MOH" according to this chinese teacher who commented to ms chan. and ms chan and michelle laughing at me when i spoke the word " prosperous" in a funny manner.

okay. i relaised my bag later have been locked in the love fiesta room. and the key was out of school. oh no.

I really must thank the 5 pretty angels that helped me out!! thanks loads ANgels!!!
Michelle, celest, the malay gal, the president and the other michelle. thanks gals. haha

okay rushed to JP to find my OG. then went CSC for bowling.
After 1 round, me Han zhong and Sha sha went out to teh toilet where shasha went in to teh guys toilet with us. haha she even tried to pee .

Okay we sat outside the life and we had a long chat of about a hour and a half. loads of sharing, loads of secrets and how we wanted life to be in the future . and that was how we formed the Bossom friend club . haha cos i was telling how i wished like if me and gal was super close then when we're adults and we needed someone to talk to ,,i will just go over and comfort her. and if we're wild we will always call each other over to be wild.
Just liike that of teh popular series " F.R.I.E.N.D.S"
yes so now," Freddy, Sha Sha and Han zhong" are officially in the club haha. must find han qi they all to join. haha

went for dinner and all. linda brother is adorable. reminded me of how i wanted attention when i was young. So thats why i pitied her brther when Linda scolded him.

i realised i was feeling much better and wilder.

And did i tell you of how i pretended to be a gay by carrying Shasha's handbag? haha i even acted it out in the public and being comical to han zhong hahahaha

okay. now just woke up.

I really wanna thank this following people for yesterday.

Deed, for smsing me if i was alright. thanks loads =)

Shasha for making me smile and acting comical with me

Han zhong and han qi for always being there to talk to.and made me feel like their camper, not their OGl. haha Being a camper has its rocks i guess.

han han for always flooding my blog with her emotional contents that makes me feel bad for making her waste her emotions.

thanks Meng li for your tag =)

thanks theresa for your concern =)

2007-02-06T18:04:00.000+08:00

OH MAN!!! graons.

I'm the world's greatest fool. 6th feb 2007. The worse , fooliest day of my whole entire life yet.

I can't believe i did and thought of that. And like i didn't even know . and i just plunge into that silly thoughts and did such remarkably foolish things. MAn. thinking about it just makes me feel like a fool.

Sorry Bro, for actually thinking of it and not knowing about you. Gosh. i don't think i'll be able to face you. AH!@!! karma just gets me. John Tucker style.

Oh holy shit. all teh crackpot stuff i did. It's a joke to look at myself doing all these stuff. Oh my Heavens.

But really Thanks Siew ping for accompanying me and understanding me even when i'm like the fool of all men. It's touching to know you have someone to confide to always. =) i will try my best to be there for you too.

Thanks Deed, also for always being there for me, being the big sister whom i always wanted and the close friend when i need one. =) Always opening your arms for me =0

Thanks KC, for also always being there for me, haha in different ways, you always make me laugh out in tears even when i'm most down. And laughing when i tell you about all the fools stuff i done. Always putting up with my heavy Groans and squirms. and thanks for putting off gyming with bert to accompany me home. and thanks for always keeping my secrets and giving me comments on how to be a better person. i think i sucked at one. And i think i frightened you enough, that you would want to be single the rest of your life. and always cracking me up and smiling or GRINNINg when i'm down. haha. you are just one great pal. "i Shan't" . haha i wonder why you are able to cheer me up just by grinning over my misfortunes and giving me unique comments. Man, if everyone was liek you, i would have been dunked a zillion times and yet be happy about it.

What i need most now is.... ICe cream.. ( the one i had with DEED) , Potato chips, Sting ray( the one with KC) Sad emo songs ( by KC) Town, Working at Toy r us, the sea. And to YELL out to the wide world.

And yes. i think i'm too embarassed to go for trainings.

Oh no.. groans again. I'm such a fool.

2007-02-05T18:34:00.000+08:00

GoodBye to my sorrows of yesterdays,
Thats still hanging on the cliff on my mind.
It's clinging on like glitters do,
and not shaking off without a fight.

- freddy

Really great hugs to Winnie for always being there for me =)
To nicholas too, for the great therapy session during Econs lesson. We were writing loads of secrets on the tutorial paper lol.

I had a bad start to the day. But it got better and better during the later part.

Thanks KC too, for always making no effort to humour me with your stupid antics haha.

Oh no. i am in a dilema. Nicholas tried to consult me on which to dump. but i felt so bad . But now i can't help but think of Her. Shit!

Oh no, what if i got into the same situation as John Tucker???

Thats why i must reconsider my decision and follow God's will. God gave me 4 choices. One is the Right River. Let me take the right path to teh right soul.

Right now, Homework therapy right up

2007-02-04T11:07:00.000+08:00

This post shall merely be a inner child of Freddy's entry.

First mistake of the day - Waking up late. REAL LAte! The 2 alarm clocks did not work. Dang!@ Instead of waking up at 0615 hours. I woke up at 0830 hours.

So Of all normal humans reactions, i rushed out of the house took a can and reach school 20 mins later. the worst thing was. Someone just F-ed me over the stone to make me feel better. Thanks man. I really need it. My mood of the day, adding up to the past few days just created a chemical explosion of suicidal moments to come. Maybe due to the perfectly right reason that they are my classmates. They don't understand what i was going through. I don't relate to them. So thats gives them the right reason to f me.

Well. Reached school. Got attitute by them . I tried to made it up by just being a spongebob letting them hit me with whatever psychological acts they want to.

Our store turned out fine. people came, people played, and people go.

And the worst thing of all. Getting Yelled and Scolded for advertising the store out loud.
Getting yelled and scolded for placing the line of throwin back and then scolded again when the leader wanted to push it back to teh idea i wanted after many people won using the leader's line. Thanks ya. i needed it. Showed how useless i am to everyone that my idea do not co-exists with theirs.

After manay Yelling experience when i did no harm and doing my business like attitude to the people, giving great customer service experiences for free. and just getting scolded for being to friendly with the customers. i had it. i gave myself reasons to leave the store and just find ways to make myself happier.

Sure i would be a sadist to make myself happier through this types of acts.

Act no 1: Got dunked by KC. i felt real happy after that. Sadist i am.
A excerpt taken by KC's Blog:

"Love Fiesta was okay i guess. The most worth it 5 bucks was spent dunking Freddy. Given just 3 balls, Joel and i had the near impossible task of aiming a small metal handle which had the effect of releasing Freddy into a pool of water. Upon missing on the third and last throw, i erm lost my balance and stumbled across the 3 or so metres to the nearest inanimate object around to break my fall. Coincidentally, that object happened to be that small metal handle. Hmm i think we can all guess what happened next. =) Good thing he has a sense of humour."

Yup. It was so much of an exhilarating experience. Maybe i felt so releived after that fall. Maybe due to the virtual reality that the fall commemorated my releasing all of my worries into that pool of water. Too bad no one took pctures of me being dunked into that pool.

2nd act : Pulling Jeremy and Wei Qin to play the Uncle ringo rides. I forgot what name it was. the one that shoots up and down through clockwise and anti clockwise directions.

ANd whilst we were up. wow me and jeremy were just cursing the world. And i was plainly screaming the world away. Not that i was scared. but i enjoyed screaming on rides. haha. Makes the atmosphere higher. Sadist again.

And jeremy was yelling : Good Job Freddy. Good Job for making me go on this never ending ride.

the best thing, my wallet slided out of my pocket and i was like "Holy magoly, NO!" and i was like leaning to one side and trying to pray hard it won't fly out. so i was liek a dead man sitting there for the rest of the ride.

Wieqin was super. he was like superman. haha.

3rd act: Laughing hard at teachers who got dunked. and i went to push the handle for Someone's i can't remeber when the person missed. haha. Sadist.

4th act. using tokens to exchange a bear for Cynthia. haha . was happy when she was hugging around with it like a sweet little girl haha. And she complained to me that the fur was all over her shirt.

5th act. went to immerse myself with 10 doeses of Estascy. So i became mad while dancing MAss dancing with Fanndly. I managed to get away all lousy emotions of the day. Estascy = Green tea ice with straberry sauce courtesy of Lo2.

My store had a profit of 400 bucks. 07Lo2 had a profit of 2000+++ bucks. Congrats Lo2. And my fav 07 Ao1 had a profit of 200 bucks. haha.

okay that was yesterday.

Today. still in dazed mood. But i really need to thank these few people for making me so relieved yesterday.

Linda- for giving me that hug that made me felt so much cooler.

Amanda - for also comforting me.

Gaelan- for understanding how i felt and advising me. Thanks loads.

jeremy and Wei Qin - for accompanying me yesterday at the fair.

Cynthia - for being my coolest "date" yet.

Wu HAn- for being a great reader of my blog.

Fanndly- for being a great friend. sorry for not eating the satay.

07A01 - for being the sport you are.

and 06Ao1 - for always making me feel so bad of myself. For always making me feel so down. It's nice to know you and the Worst memories i had with you will always linger in my deepest section of my heart.

2007-02-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

This is the worst feeling i ever had. It's not a blunder of many dramatic fury emotions. But a wild facade of the little emotions of everything. It's terrible. sinful and pressurizing. It seems like i could no longer be able to keep up with this frantic pace of the world. Or should i say, Singapore?

Or mybe my life have been carved out this way. Dramtic. Ups and Downs. It's like what the tarot card wrote: your life is like a wheel of life. it's dramatic. ups and downs. and many dangerous obstacles to be faced. Maybe its Karma, that i watched too much reality series that its all happening to me.

I'm known to be the " Pun Sei Kia" of the class. It just seems that i can't seem to be close to them anymore. And that i am neutral about it.

Maybe this year, i just need to be a loner.

I just seems to be a bugger to everyone. I can't seem to be of use to anyone.

Man. I'm so self conscious of every single nitty gritty part of my body. that every part i feel is so disgusting i would give myself a slap that i would by now end up with a million slaps.

I feel so down.

It seems like i'm withdrawning myself from the obstacles of the world.

I miss my secondary school friends. Why are we drifting apart every second this universe turns.
Sec school days were the best. When i just led a happy go lucky life. being wild for all i want, being childish for all i want, to be a kid forvever. But now, i have to keep putting on this pathetic [persona when i don't want to. To be alert at all time. To be scheming and to have Fake Friends.

Man, i really miss those wild times with Akhbar, siya, Kim Vanessa, Shu xin and gang. It was all just pure friendship and pure laughter. Nothing that total mask beneath it.

I'm just feeling emo.

2007-01-30T21:22:00.000+08:00

Man. Tired day.

I can't diffferentiate the degree of love. i can't define love. Is it the feeling you get or is it just a deception. The only thing is to try to love.

I hope i didn't fail my econs. Thats the last thing on my mind.

Now. Went To buy stuff for my Class Love fiesta Booth. And i can't believe i played a part in it. Man, i wanted not to be part of it, but guess well, ...

I seriously think i'm not on good terms with my class guys. yea. we all think and work differently. And i really don't care how they feel. Well, i'm a slacker who's too much of a social person to them, who are real Chinese- patriots and all. No comments on that. No rights no wrong. But Jokes are jokes . comments are comments. Both different things do not gel together.

Maybe i'm more of a Happy go lucky joker rather than someone who jokes, erm in a different way. Seriously, i have a zilch term for that.

Had dinner with OG 1 people. Not really OG1, but predominantly tOG1 but it was with the class of 07A01. Yups.

Hung around at Toys R us.

Man, i really wished, my class guys are all malays, or at least the guys of the year 07. they are like more. FUn prone, then nerd prone. Wlel. guess i'm stuff there and it's not bad after all. I learn that i don't have to please every other person to be happy. Pleasing myself is the most important.

2007-01-29T16:09:00.000+08:00

in addition to the previous post. i would like to dedicate this post to someone very special.
Nope, she's not my galfriend. But my Auntie, Wang Ah Yi!!

Well, even though she didn't become the family head, even though i voted for her. She definitely did the most work , better than anyone in the whole entire family , and i dare say , even better than other familes.

HEr, tears, effort and initiative to bond the family together made me emotional. Really so especially, when her OG 4 OGls and OG did not turn up for any of the events she worked so hard to come out with. At that point i shed into tears.

She was not given the responsibility of carrying out the work the family head does, but she covers up for him every time he fails to do so, (i shall give him the doubt of his responsibilities to whatever reasons he has for not doing his job) and yet does not claim the responsibility but lets him by default get the praises. Whenever i hear people praising him i was rather undignified. "Hey what have he really done, but just his status? "

Come on, i had been saying, My dear Auntie did most of the Job , She did administrative stuffs, she smsed the OGLs still her sms exceeded the limit. I tell you. She's the one who made the most sacrifice .

During the camp, she was always there racking her brains ro make it work, while the person who should be doing it was not there.

During Family Videos, she was always the one planning what to do .

Family dinner, she will be the one who does the planning. The initiative, the man power.
She was willing to give up her studies just for the happiness of her campers.

For the BBQ , she had sleepless nights, always thinking and planning for the BBQ even after sch when i see her, we will always be discussing abt it.

If i wasn't in F1, i would have been wondering, did the family head die? Why is the asst family head doing all the work. And i didn't see the head helping her out at all. It's always him there on the day of the event itself, that where campers see him at work then. But when does Xin Yi get the credit.

Seriously, She is what a true leader is made up of. I don't think anyone of us could have lead the family better than her. The one who did all the behind the stage work. The one who made us believe in ourselves. The one who solved conflicts among the OGLS.

He didn't do the above. She did. And when what she got in return was her OGls in her OG and OG campers not turning up for any of the family outings. I was pissed. and sheding tears for her.

In Honour of Our dear XIn Yi, To my dear F1 readers, please hug her and thank her for every commitment she endeared to us. And all her effort she gave. I tell you, none of us, including me gave more effort to the FAmily than Xin yi. And Great people who supported her all the way like Ji Shen, Eunice Ang Ping Xiong, GErmaine yan xhang. I think these are the only OGLS who appreciated what they had.

This is a emotional post. i am glad to be in F1, working with a great person like her. All the laughter we shared together. She is a Great person. Great Friend. Great Teamleader. Let God Praise Her!

2007-01-29T15:40:00.000+08:00

Lets go through the hectic week i had.

First Thursday, i didn't get to play in the match against TJ. And neither did i get to go and cheer .

Friday. Family dinner. Loads of tricks used. Like pretending the chicken rice was cooked by me ming ming and all. Went home late of course. And yup got to know my juniors better. haha.

Saturday. Carnival at IMM was kinda boring. But went there to boost the morale of my secondary school juniors.

Then was the Family BBQ where i was incharge of bringing campers who didn't know know how to go west coast there.

HAd some laughs with Kui Noi, her sister, alvin, cyril, and jia jun. haha

my og didn't invite me to go bowl. sad.

Well, here's the sad part, i didn't hang out with my OG at all during the BBQ. Instead i was with Alvin and gang throughout. Playing loads of lame stuff.

HAha one meaningful thing we did was to help OG1 with their surprise for the OGLS of OG1. yup. Kinda jealous, cos ya. haha.

Shan't be too demanding. cos sincerity comes from the heart. I'm just glad they're all happy. Thats the main point.

Played the merrygo round . haha cyril spun me jia jun and Fanndly till we almost fell off. haha and i taught fanndly a trick not to make herself giddy. and that was to look into each other eyes. this way. the focus will not hinder and you will not feel any giddyness.

Stayed till 11plus. haha another scandal started on me. haix.

Sunday.

Went to Alger's house for board games session. It was quite cool. yea. Played Zombies and Bang.
I think we are all totally addicted to BAng. it's a really cool game. would love to elaborate about it. but apparently, i'm lazy to do so. Thinking of lending Bang! and Mall of horror from Alger and then play it with my friends. haha.

Monday.

A rather boring day. Can't wait for friday. Cos MAHJONG TIME!! well, i missed the good old days where the TRU gang would meet for mahjong. but we are no longer a clique so a new mahjong gang would be formed!!

Loads of tests. Yes. Not enough time.

Board games session at alger's house where Freddy slouch at the big red couch

Me eating the Ben & jerry's icecream while playing Zombies

Second serving of ice cream =)

Yum Yum. i'm still in the ice cream while rest are zombie-ing

King Li Distracted from the World Of War Craft :Buring crusade due to a scene from American Pie 2

Zombies-ing

OOh- someone went naked on the movie

Zombie-ing

Still slouching on the couch

Kumar making his move

Eating fruit salads this time

KinG Li's impression of Freddy"i hate you" Christopher

OG 3 Candlelit Picture

A blurrish picture of F1 taken by Zhou Ren

The buring Crusade of F1

Survivor : F1

F1 Rocks

Zombies

ME using the computer reading Jeanette's blog lol

view of the gang

All engrossed by the TV set

I was stunned by American PIe 2while consuming my never ending ben & Jerry's icecream

2007-01-24T19:01:00.000+08:00

been a while since i last blog.

Anyway, i feel that my chemistry with the class is still sliding down. I dunno. But i don't seem to be unhappy about it. Maybe i got to understand that i can just treat them as just classmates and not have that really intimidate bond with them. Well. Most of it with the guys ya.

I personally feel that i've been spending most of my quality time with Either my OG mates or My Hockey Pals.

Am i really neglecting my friends? Well i'm not sure. I've been called pang sei kia. Yea. Well, in the past, i would have made it a point to participate in whatever my friends does. Especially my class. But now, i find that it's worthless. Maybe due to my change in ideology that now i don't need to be with people all the time to be friends. It's all in the heart. And also i don't need to have friends all around the world. It's a few that makes up for it.

Well, been feeling really tired. Maybe joining hockey during school days is a rather bad point. Well, training lasts til nighttimes not including my travel time home which would take about a hour.

Well, maybe all this weird moods have caused my thinking of hockey as a chore. Studies as suddenly take a important place in my brain. but my resentment to relax just sweeped it all those thoughts away.

Well, accompanied jEremy Zhi wei and bala to the modelling agency yesterday. haha only Jeremy got through. well, he was forced to pay 380 bucks for the portfoilio, but luckily he didn't and took time to think.

Played the air hockey at Toy r us Paragon. haha. We were the only people in the store. lol.

Saw Lesbians making out outside Toy r us and we were like wow.

Strolled around somemore in town before heading home.

Yea real tired.

2007-01-22T17:05:00.000+08:00

NEw record. I reached hoem at 2.15 pm today!!! the earliest time ever since i entered JJC !!

but the time spent was crap. lol. planned to study. but guess what i'm doing now. Online doing rubbish stuff!

Tired. Yea.

2007-01-21T15:47:00.000+08:00

i finished transferring songs . yea =)
Tired and getting a slight stupid headache. muahaha

Anyway. i'm thinking of the breaks in school tomorrow.
1) Been having same breaks and sitting near each other with cynthia's gang the whole of last week. Lol imagine seeing her again tomorrow. haha

2) Enjoys hanging out with the 07A01 guys. lol. i'm from 06A01. haha.
the guys are quite fun and basketballing wiht them reminded me of my need to grow taller. lol.
Yue xin and heng sin are from my og, the rest of the guys if i can remember is only Cyril, the guy with a galfriend. the rest i can only remember their faces. like this short little guy with thick specs, the Big sized one who enjoys blocking me and lastly the guy whom i enjoy tackilng the ball from. lol.

Yea. going to start revising soon. i promise!! Love my new MP3 =)

2007-01-21T13:28:00.000+08:00

Whoohoo, i finally got a Zen V plus Mp3 player.

Busy uploading songs. So which explains the reason why i'm not online on msn. Well you see i am making use of advance technologhy to record songs using inline recording from Radio Blog club. Thus this way, i'm abidding the laws of "no piracy" and the sound of the recording is like that of the actual one.

Okay. Yesterday hockey match was not what i thought of it to be.

Well, going to start revising soon. After i finish having songs in my MP3.

Going to be rather busy. yes.

i'm going to start a timetable of exercising!!! YEs exercise exercise Fit fit fit fit training. 6 packs 6 packs 6 packs.

Fatten my soggy soggy thin thin face!!

I must lose out to short guys that are cool and fit and muscular!! YES!!!

I'm totally vain lol

anyway cynthia said she could hear me cheering for them at the pitch very very clearly. and i was only just using 10% to shout. lol. and she could not hear the rest's voices . lol.

Am i that LOUD??

2007-01-19T16:51:00.000+08:00

OOh. Well. I think i just seen the mirror image of my past. But i ain't that like him . Most probably about 60% does he resemble my personality in the past. Yupps

Received Tarot card readings from Ms Kim. Yups. The tecaher who successfully posed as a camper during the orientation camp.

To Siew Ping: Everything will be alright. Your Mum will be fine. Don't be unhappy and relax.. And for your love life : Break Free. Yup. Try new experiences with your love one. you will make it to the 7th heaven =)

Well. i Asked Ms Kim if my social life of ups and downs will be smooth sailing. And i drew a card that says (rephrased) : whatever i do, it will be smooth. And the rest added: Hey Fred, go date the gal you love now. cos she will accept!" Lol. I'm a bachelor =)

And then i asked when i will fond my true love and how will i find.
I chose a card. And i feel like i was in a Love Movie

The Card of Fate: Get out of the way! God will decide and make it for you! "

I felt that card was like lord. It didn't answer my qns. i wanted to know how. and here it sayd: Don't do anything. just sit back and let fate or God fate you. Wowo. how romantic. haha

And then i asked the long tarot style and it was super true. Especially the part when JK asked, : Did you received any unexpected gift from someone you didn't expect to give to you" I was shocked! YEs it was given yesterday and i was shocked to received it. My lord.

Went to maintain my hairstyle by going for a haircut. lol. I am a weird person. i enjoy having haircuts and maintaining it. hahaha. i'm not really into uper long hair as i find it hard to maintain and i will look mane-ish.

My Un-read notes are pstacking up real quick. I need to start. Well adjudication course i go in the mean time .

Anyway the OG1 guys are cool. i cliqued well with them. lol. They keep laugjing at my basketball skills. okay, i'm relearning hwo to play like a pro okay? lol.

2007-01-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

Tired Day. Usual moodswings.

My Maths Teacher thinks i hired a private tutor to help me with my maths. I said no.
he then confidently said i've been practicing at home cos i "sound smart and work smart now" and i replied no, i didn't touch any work at home.

Lol. and whats his reply to that?
Mr Koh: see, joining OGl makes you smarter.

LOL. And seriously, i need to start studying. and i mean mugging and practicing. Looking at how my class mates are already mugging and i not doing a single piece of hmwk at home is a disaster in the making.

Well. Fast pace blogging now. Well, i can't think. Tired tired. Sick.

How good would it be if i had no commitments at all. But i think i was made to function with comittments.

2007-01-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

well, to this brother and friend of mine,

Don't be too upset if you hurt the other party.
This is life. We have to move on. Love is not something that can be sustained when there is no chemistry. Maybe it was time to have let go. But it was dragged till today.

Time Heals a broken Heart. I'm sure she'll get over it and move on.

So you should start moving on and not blame yourself for this event. Her friends are sure to blame you. They're her friends of course, who will side with her.

So do not blame yourslef. These things are bound to happen. You tried your best to be a good boyfriend.

And i hope that you will find a true love that you will want to hold on.

God bless. I'm glad you were willing to confide in me. Life's a highway. keep moving ahead .

2007-01-15T19:27:00.000+08:00

Sunday and Monday this week, are most probably the best so far. Well, cos the week just started =)

Well, yesterday was fun as our Hockey team trashed St Andrews Sec 6 - nil.
and i got to play for 10 mins haha. man but i was the last to get sub into the game. and also coach was saying " wait, freddy. hold on freddy"

Well, KC scored. Han Keow Scored too haha. But poor Jeremy. MAn i think yesterday wasn't his day.

Anyway Hockey has a new TT Durai. Please, he's trying to cover up the lost funds. MAn we shld take some action. cos we are the ones who have to pay for the losses when we did nothing wrong.

Okay today was alright. maybe due to only 3 lessons and long breaks . and also the Netball game was fun as my teamwork skills have shown improvement.

My Brother Linda is still as cheeky as ever.

And mdm Koh the history teacher praised me infront of her class this morning as a "good boy" lol.

One og 2 gal told me that i'm ms regina zhou 's pet. as she told the whole J1 lecture theatre that i'm a smart alec. Oh lord. cos the lecture students were asking her abt her age and i have no idea why i was dragged into the picture.

Okay lunch was fun as i stirred up more scandals.

But i feel our Og strainations are getting worse. i hope it cures.

Had a UN summit meeting or we call it ASEAN meeting among the 5 heads lol or so claled heads.

YEa we drew up loads of conclusion and i will always fully support WANg Xin yi. i voted for her for council and Fam head yea =) haha shows how supportive i am. must buy me drink hor Wan Ah Yi! haha

We F1 are on the brink of ideas. Maybe the families of 6 dun agree with plans but F1 must carry on =)

Well. Thx for all the good memories. i cherish everysingle one of you. but i know there will be a time when we have to separate but i know that you all are my ture freidns.

Sure enough, i know that there are certain people in OG 3 whom i'm really close with : Han Qi han Zhong, Linda, Wan er, Siew Ping, Victoria and sha sha. the others are good friends, but i know we have not yet reached the limits of being that that that really close. but maybe time will tell ya.

haha Cynthia is so adorable. lol the retarded look on her face makes me laugh everytime. she can just make me laugh AT HEr even when i was most down and emo. lol will post her picture up
haha man she's funny

2007-01-14T13:36:00.000+08:00

On this fresh note, it had been a extremely emotional week for me. Too much excitement, too much highs, and too much lows.
Well, just a brief recap back into my normal life, not as a OGl, but a student. It was tough trying to get back to books. and it was tough as i realised the distance between me and my fellow classmates are gapping further apart.

Well. Lets zoom in to yesterday events then. Went for outing with Yue Xin, Linda, Han Qi Han Zhong, Jun Kai And wan er for pool. Was meeting Linda and yue xin at first, but Dear Linda was late for 1/2 hour. Yups. so me and Yue xin was sitting dumbly there. Met the rest at the arcade at bugis and we went for Lunch at the famour Parklane wanton mee store. yummys. Loads of laughs there at Wan er haha who was embarassed by someone in a funny way. It was all for laughs so i hope no one felt a different tone.

One more funny thing. haha cos the store lady was like Linda. lol then linda wanted to order a regular mee then i said order big la, then the auntie say shld eat regular. then i say linda da jie da, everything big lol. the effect was funny. okay i 'm being lame =(

Went Pooling.

Disclaimer : i always thought that Big SISter Big Linda was a pro pooler haha cos got the da jie da image. lol . she's a starter!! hahaha. was laughing super hard la when she played. cos it was highly comical. yea. played 8 ball with Yue xin and omg i was practically shaking when i played with him. He's pro and wow. haha he's another Hwee ying.

Han zhong han qi also stunned me, i though they had been pooling all their lives ya but they're very funny and nice to watch when they played.

then we had the Nine ball tournament. haha

Linda VS Jun KAi
Linda won lol. shocking!

Freddy VS Han Qi
Sorry Han qi. lol

Wan Er VS Han ZHong.
Haha han zhong wins.

then semi finals
Freddy VS Yue XIn
A tyco win for me.

Han Zhong VS Linda
LINDA WINS!! wah....

so finals was a showdown with
Linda VS Freddy.
and she wins!!! shocking.
haha LInda's the POOL QUeen lol.

okay walked to marina square for bowling where Yue XIn and Linda left and sha sha joined us.
Well had a more indepth chat with Han qi. we talked from like almost everything from clothes to even hairstyles lol. man, i am halfbelieving when u said my hair was cut in a fancy salon when i had mine in a 6 bucks barber lol!!!

then chat more with Han zhong at the bowling rink abt relationships lol.
Was pulled to Jun Kai's friend shop and while waiting for jun kai, me wan er and the twins, while trying not to erm visit the shop we went window shopping.

Okay here comes bowling.
we played two games. haha here's the funny thing Sha sha was hilarious cos she didn't know how to play and was playing for the first time. she was fun to watch while she lasted.
the first game Han zhong was the best followed by me and jun kai then han qi and then haha sha sha. lol

The second game i had 2 strikes in a row yippie =) and i won haha with score of 88 followed by the rest. then yea took some photos, went clothes gazing before going for dinner at the soup spoon at raffles city.

Had more talks about the future life and all. and thats when i found out abt some un-clique info.

Well went home with wan er and we had some talk abt the social Butterfly ( name which sp came out with) and all. shan't go into that. it's personal

Well smsed with A beloved junior too abt how he felt. it's personal again

And at home had a long long long chat on the phone with another junior with i shan't reveal her name. TAlked from 1 plus till 2 plus lol talked from prcatically everything abt her thinking on guys, and even found out that why she and her gals think i liked this someone when all i did was already felt her as a Close close beloved Brother. maybe a softspot but only as a brother.
Talked more abt Jean.. haha and she helped me by telling me abt her horoscope. talked abt the guys the gals. EVERYTHING. it was great having her chat with me. thx so much. She's a gd friend. Thx for everything.

Btw i foudn out from my brother that i was referred as being Dao by some of the OG pple. cos i only nice to one grp and ignore the others. now i am pondering to my self. did i?

The score for the 1st bowling game

the corporate team of bowlers.

Me and shasha...
Wan Qing, me and Nathiya aka mary( thx to serene)

me and sweet li ying

me and one eye liner lol Serene

Yea me and yue xin haha

The twins and me...

Me li ning and Ling Lee

Me candice and Deepa

haha my brother Linda and i haha

2007-01-12T23:06:00.000+08:00

ya. got drenched so wet in the rain today playing basketball with ao1 guys and linda and jun kia. super fun and super wet. till me and jerome had to run down the corridor of embarrassment. The wetness we were in plus the eyes staring at us. cos we were super wet plus jerome was in uniform haha.

Thx guys for your concern.

Btw i am the true king of hanging on pull up bars. Not kenneth but me and maybe jeremy =)

2007-01-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

Feeling a range of highs and lows today.
Highs: Had MVs with Linda, Wan Qing Adeline lol. 4 of us acting out songs played by this pianist in LT 3. Gonna post it on youtube and than Mr charming tan will find it and tell the whole sch again =(

Lows. A compendium of rather strange emotions since today and yesterday.
The IMM lunch was weird. I dunno why. Well, i shan't go into details. Just that i was really sad when i received this sms from my beloved friend/og mate. I wish i took more care of him, which i didn't.

I almost cried when i read his sms. And i experienced what he said in his sms today. Yes i did. It was really sad.

That was during hockey. I never felt so humiliated in my life before. Never. It was plain embarassing and disgusting. and i could not control the sstrong surge of emotions i had to vent on that i really spilled out every single emotion i had. Maybe not all. i was totally exposed. In terms of emotions and anger.

To my beloved friend, yes i gone through the same thing as you, even now. Although we show different sides of our selves. yes, people take us for granted and climb over you. You do not know what to do but just keep the way things are. But sadly, things go out of hand. You feel pissed. you want them to stop all of this foolish mockery. You felt liek dying. You felt like knocking some sense into everysingle peabrains. Yes i felt that way. It was excruciating. the pain. You felt like yelling out everything tills your throats burns. You felt like jumping and jumping in fury. You felt like crying out every single hatred you have till it's all gone. Thats was how i felt.

Well. Life still has to go on.
I wonder if i can keep my optimism going on.

It seems weird that the person you call friend do not know the real person you are and that they even suspect you of what you are. It's plain vexing.

ANd now, i don't even know what type of person i really am. Noisy, or just wanna be lonely.
Sometimes, i wish to be alone, but i just can't be left alone.

This hurts. My brain's crashing down. What am i?

2007-01-09T19:26:00.000+08:00

Can't wait for cca orientation tomorrow. YEah, gonna wear the Blue Hockey U18 tournament JErsey haha!!

Finally completed my History essay haha. Thx nic for staying back with me to complete it haha.
Thx Wan er for waiting for me to go home together.

The hockey people were practically crazy .lol screaming all the way while designing the stuff for tomorrow.
I contributed to hockey =) by letting the girls paste a hockey poster on my locker. so if you notice a locker with a hockey poster near the staff notice board there. It's MY LOCKER haha =)

Really tired today, man i totally envy Bernard's timetable la. It's so relax man. Damn, if only my timetable is relaxed . . . .

Lets talk about the OG dinner i organise yesterday hee.
Well, its the first dinner i have organised. and my, was i happy , in fact elated when 23 people turned up for the dinner? haha.
I think i was the craziest person at pizza hut. i was practically laughing and rolling under the table lol. Till jun kai and Jin hong had to pull me out of the table. And i was like practically laughing every single sentence i said. Especially when i did the " bla bla, you bal bal u look like woot" cheer.
When i did cheers for Cai Ping, Victoria and Yue SIn haha i could not stop screeching with laughter. haha.. lol

MAn dinner was so funny. we crap alot.
And did i mention that one grp of us were talking abt QQ? lol hahahahahah

Neoprints session was fun. but i missed out one photoshot cos i was waiting for Han qi haha.
Took very funny pics haha. shall post them up when i get the, =)

And wah thx Hui Ting, for saying i look like Ru ting. haha i think you look more like me lol.
Guess what KC said to me today..
he said
KC: Er freddy, you join hockey later than me, but how come you know all the girls but i dunno all the girls name ah?"
And
kc: why you always pun seh the guys go play cards with the girls ah"

I dunno what to say. KC , you're not trying hard enough haha. bleah =P

2007-01-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

today's mood

Terrible.
I think i'm a sinner
I did loads of bad things.
I disappointed loads of people
I do not deserve their trust.
I have failed completely as a person.
I'm moving on.
Sadly.

2007-01-07T15:44:00.000+08:00

continuing on. I must thank the following OGLs for the greta time

BErnard- you're the one who kept me going on. the one who stood me on. The one who takes the most care of OG 3. you're definitely the one who takes the most meticulous care of the og whereever they go.
You're great OGl and i respect you for that!!! If you weren't there i would not know what to do and won't be able to go and take care of the whole fam1 already. Thx Bern!!

Xin Yi- my dance partner and the asst fam head. you rock and during day 2 when we all had no voice left, you took the lead and got the whole fam together1! you rule!!

Amanda, for being spontenous and fun!!

Han- you're a great fam head!! Rock on. dun worry abt not doing a great job. we all know u did your best and its a excellent Job!!

and the rets of the oGls too

Soon keng for being a greta lead in cheering haha !! yea.

I now know i'm not a good OGl. I wasn't meticulous enough, nor did i take good care of my campers. I get too emo easily. I am too dominant and i just care too much of having fun.
I was extremely emo at the 2nd night of camp and i was very quiet after that.

but now camp is over. sch's starting tomorrow officially and i have to wear the stupid tie which i always get caught by the VP for not wearing properly. haix.

2007-01-07T13:24:00.000+08:00

WOW. definitely the longest time ever i stopped blogging. 6 days!! it's a record. and a new record will be set. The longest post ever!

On Wednesday , Admin day.

Reached at 6am. did warmup of cheers.

1 by 1 , i see my OG campers arriving. and i saw the campers i been wanting to see, all thx to xin yi describing them. Han Qi and Han zhong. They looked real stone and grumpy. But can't blame them. Its Admin day yea ! Well, of course Faz kept telling me how shit they were and all. But maybe she don't understand. Guys are born COOL!!!!

Well, boring TAlks and all. but what i was glad was how the campers reactions were when we screamed and cheered and did all sorts of crazy things =) Yes, we are all crazy. lol.

I had a hard time remembering names and all .

DID mass dance.!!! had a wow time. me and xin yi were all hype but no she bangs. saddddd.....

People were laughing at me. boo hoo.

1st day of orientation camp.

Yea hype hype hype hype. I think my YEA!!!! has become a trademark. is my YEAA so different from the other OGls?? lol. i ddin't know that.

then came mass dance . Went up to dance and all.

Lunch came. Did food cheers .
Afternoon games was alright. i decided to be cheeky and started running to collect water to spray at my OG campers. a job to make them high.

My role : be a devil spark their highness and them make them splash me too. this is a good way to bond. But sadly someone misunderstood my actions and called me irresponsible.

Washup came. I became Toilet IC. It was fun haha rushing them and then i told them to wash in pairs each per cubicle. its a lesson in NS life they must know. lol. COme on, no need to be shy about showing your crouch to other guys esp when they are your OG mates yea hahaha.

SOng singing was emotional. i went to join my og to sing and sang. Night games was alright. i was angry that time that some OGl did not noticed one of the OG mate was sick . somemore beside them. so i pulled her out and sat with her and let the rest played. and sadly someone said i want to have fun instead of taking care of my campers when i ask that OGl why she nvr notice the camper was sick. I was pissed.

Supper was alright. Well, didn't really sleep that night. i went to do some patrol and notice Linda and Li Ning and the patroit camper of Fam 1 was cold so i brought them to teh stage and finally they slept. And finally i slept at about 5 plus outisde the hall.
Day 2 of Orientation camp.

Woke up and brought Yue xin and Jun kai to toilet haha and wax our hair lol. Guys can be vain too lol.
Morning pt was alright. Breakfast was alright too.

Had family time and all.
And we had Telematch YEA!! haha had fun throwing water bombs at Park, the koren guy cos his hair was dry lol.

Mass dance was also great. we learnt she bangs and i tell you Christina complained i was too loud haha and that the campers looked at me and ming ming instead of her hahahaha.

Lunch came then followed KInetic warfare.
SORRY OG3 that i could not follow you all to play =(

I had diarr prob and i was stuck in the toilet for 1 hour. It was consti[pation PLUS diarr. then i went to Commanc centre and met li ning and amanda taking care of her. Well and 1 ogl was sarastic when i went back and even thoguht i went to play. * * * * her. emo now.
KC joined at the cheering haha

Wash up came. and me as TOILET IC again. i love being the toilet ic hahaha.

This time instead of shrain 2 cubicles i asked F 1 to stripped and i used water hose to spray at them while they used shampoo and all at the basin there. haha had fun spraying at them haha the guys had fun being naked while bathing yea right. all was naked except me heehee. We did cheers liek xi shua shua and how are you feeling right now whilst we were bathing and all were cheering like hell. Being naked sure psark ya right. AFter all the guys bathed, i then stripped and bathe haha.

Dinner was cool. Waved to my HCokey pals haha.

JJ night was alright. I was angry at the counsillers cos our performance was screwed by them. sad. JJ night this year was not as great as my year =(

Okay had Family time where we decided to show our present to them, the one we spent nights to make.

After that was bed time. me and bernard brought the guys to the classroom we had loads of crap talk yea hah

POWER rangers, sailor moon shit and all haha i enjoyed that talk. too bad me and bern had to to leave for debriuef and miss all the PORN show you guys had inside. oh man. =(

Did the OG gifts . had help from Jin Hong and metapon haha thx guys. did till we fell asleep.
I was the first to start writing the messages, haah when amanda started writing i alreday finished 6. haha. Sorry if my messaged are abit short or if my deco sucks. haha sorry.

well each of us OGls first chose 6 to do. and that we only do for the 6. but i felt it was unfair to all campers so i said we have to do alll 21 messages. and we did so.

At first i choese lets see.... Han Qi han Zhong, Linda, Victoria and siew ping and 1 more i forgot who. those have my message first up one is i started writing first one haha.

Went back up to join my og guys haha bern was deep in sleep so i decided not to really wake him up.

The walk to teh classroom was scary . *gulp* i was afraid later when i climb athe stairs i see a female staring at me eeeee

When i went in to the classroom i saw corspes lying so straight on the mass tables. i joined in and stuck my leh underneath one of the guys's legs lol.

when i woke up it was 645. shit i was suppsoed to wake at 6am.

Day 3.

had breakfast and all.
I became the chief Entertainer of Family 1. haha . even though Kian wee wanted ot be haha i think i stole the show away while waiting for area cleaning, i did loads of moo moo and moon with them. lol. apple say "why is the frog doing MOo Moo" lol

i had dun entertaining you all . it was all not planned, cos xin yi had to announce something and it was all silent. so to break the cold air i went up and did that sudden jokes with you all.

I know i promise my OG to do crazy frog and all but sorry. i forgot =(

DID e web. me and bern went to finish the gifts and all. and i went to do the Og list .

Then went up. e web was not serious and first cos jun kai was joking all the way lol. cos e web was to be serious and emo.

Thx to those who thanked me. I was very paiseh when han zhong nvr thanks anyone but the one who ahd the strign already. so i had to help him thank the girl her pass the rafia to.

Thxs very much. Han zhong. and han qi and those who tahnked me. i'm glad to serve you all

Went to the hall for song singing and all. was really emo and sad when i heard celect leaving council =(

HAd photo session after wards ad broke campo.

I'm proud to say OG 3 is the only og who all know your classes without going to check teh class. haha cos the irresponsible OGl freddy went to check for you all. haha i had a hard time squeezing in the crowd and scanning through all the names. cos all your names are all over the place and all. haha one of the famile ppl from og 1 , 2 ,4 or 5 told me " wah , i wish my ogl went to check our classes" haha i was really pai seh a;ready haha. It's my honour to check for you guys. and also i was very kaypo to know what class you all go to hahaha.

Went for lunch haha had cfun gossipping and all. Know some secrets and learnt more abt the twins lifestyle. haha like if they share same underwear, wear same clothes and all. haha.

Went home with Jin hong, Wan Er, Han Qi, HAn zhong Jun kai and bernard. Wan er told me abt her pai seh moment and i told the rest. dun worry wan er. the twins, magician and i will Protect you k ? haha

He will not ehem again to you YeA!!

Slept from 5pm plus till 8 plus this morning haha.

thx guys for the greta moment.

Remeber I will be in sch at 655am and book a table for you OG# to sit in and we can chat till assembly k.

And we must have a OG shirt YEA!!

And we must have loads of OG outings Whoohoo.

i will now thank each of you all individually haha.

Li Ning - even though u were sick thorughout. i hopped u had fun. thx for being enthu and must join OGl k.

Linda. - haha my gd friend looka like. yea u rock. i had a deep impression of you. haha i like your yea alot haha

Adeline - even though i did not interact much with you, i hoped you had fun yea!

Theresa - another gal whom i had a deep impression ahah rock on and win more gold medals yea? YEA!!

Cai ping - sorry for always calling you Esther cos u always wear [purple, and i have a classmate called esther who loves purple haha =)

Li ying, - the cute short gal haha must be more enthu =) haha hyea!!

Serene - haha great to have ya in og 3 !! have fun yea haha

Nathiya, you might be the only indian but i hope u had fun and continue to have great times in OG 3 and tell deepa she missed out alot yea haha

Wan Qing - the quiet one. you must speak out more k hah yea in og 3 okay haha

Candice.- another quiet one. you must speak out more alright !! great to have you in OG 3 =)

Esther - haha Whoo hoo. continue to have great time in JJ yea. HAHA

Wan er, the woodlander haha dun worry i wil protect you k from haha.

Sha sha- it was my honour to help you during the regsitration haha

Han Qi - yo haha the clever one . see i was right that alot of gals admire you haha. must have fun k haha you can always approach me for help =) and must lend clothes to your brother to wear k ahaha

Han zhong - yo haha must chio more gals wor haha. thx for everything and have a great time yea. we must go POOl some day yea alright haha

wei xiang - be a great OGl k haha

Victoria - yea u rule. continue your spirit and be a great OGl!!

Siew Ping, the fortune teller, i must visit you everyweek for more horoscope haha yea!!

Heng Sin - join choir!! you have a great voice!!

Yue sin - haha the one i call pervert. You rule man!!

Jun Kai - haha i gladly pay for you to teach me magic yea haha you rock man!!

i will post pictures below =0 sorry i dun have all i will get the oether photos and post them yea =)

The OG pic YEA!!

The COOL look haha

E web pic i am stuck in the spider's web haha

2006-12-31T14:39:00.000+08:00

It's the last day of 2006. Time to think back on the past year i had. So i dedicate this post to everyone i met in this past year.

Class of 06a01

Great year. Great class. Even though i got inot the wrong class of wrong combinations. i soon grew attached to them. Even though it was a whole 10 months of drama , conflicts and laughter. It bonded us together. People changed. People grew and people learnt.
Tribute to wei jian. Work harder and don't give up on your studies =)

Friends

Lost touch with many of my old friends during this year. Like Kim, Ness, Akhbar, Wan ting and many many others who brought fun intp my secondary school days.
Well, made new ones. But not all were as trusting as my sec sch friends at first. It was tough.
But would like to thank the Rong bro Jerome , Nicole for being great pals in class =)
ANd of course the Smoker =P KC =) for being as truthful as ever. and us just laughing the world away. so i really hope that friends continue to stay by whilst the world flies by.

Hockey

Great CCA. Great people. Thanks to Zhi wei and KC for pulling me inside =)
had great friends in hockey. Clement, Jeremy, Wei Qin, Jun Ming, Wei Qiang, Bala, ZHi Wei , Gaelan Lit Teck and all.. of course KC =)
Although i'm like the dispensable one but i will catch up!!!! ..... Soon!

OGL : Family 1

great people. Love ya all=)

well. not in the mood to blog so ya =0

2006-12-30T12:01:00.000+08:00

For 06a01 ....
i have 2 news for you all. 1 good. 1 bad.
Bad news. Ms Chan will no longer be our Civics tutor and GP teacher.
Good news She's pregnant. Ironic isn't it, that she hates children and here she's became a procreater.

A neutral news. MS Eleen tan will be our GP and Civics tutor. so spread this round class .

25th anniversary was alright. had my pulls in the loos. glad i survvived through the whole prize giving. had to squat down backstage to substain it.

Food was alright.

Thx Faz for your lovely gummies =) can't bear to eat it . haha i want to admire it =)
I know i won't regret it faz =) so i hope you will not look back too but follow your heart =)

i love my OG mates =) and i love my family 1 whoohoo

2006-12-27T19:27:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! back from the OGL camp. Happy Happy Happy.

The social bonding with my Family plus my Og mates was a truely successful one and i stand here proud to say i can recite all my family 1 members name upside down =)

Was late in the morning. haha. met Nicholas on the MrT on the way to school.
MAss dance was super hot. me and XIn Yi were , i'm proud to the say, the most WACKIEST Dance Partners to each other. We were HIGH , HIGH and LAUGHING WHILE dancing like We were gonna dye tomorrow and just lashing out all of our wildest side =)
SHE BAngs rocked!! and 5 colours in her hair too. haha. XIn Yi thx for being my dance partner. you're the best dance partner =) And did i mention that my Dance partner is a Monkey?

Lunck wasn't filling.

Afternoon games were rather wild. All the papaya juice and rotten fruit juice all over me. the Wild Water bomb throwing game. Did i mention that i accidentally threw one direct at Mr leow's Father's day?
And cos of that he seeked revenge and carried me and threw me hard into the Pool of soapy water and during in the hall he grabbed me and spun me around till i was highly dizzy.

HAd more talks within our Family and learnt more exciting new games =)

The night games was alright, just that you know, all of us were tired and lazy to run.

Supper was cool. haha ate Faz's share of cup noodles =) Thx faz. and Rohanna's 1 appollo biscuit =)

The sleeping part was not that good. Bernard, Han and myself were sharing a Sleeping bag. so we were supposed to split equally. YEs as you readers will expect, the suppposed divided portions then after 30 mins transformed to han taking 1/2 of the bag, bernard the other 3/5 left and me , 3/4 of my body on the floor. =) and i couldn't sleep since my butt's tailbone is super large, i had problem lying flat. arrgh. so it was an excruiating few hours. i thik i finally dozed off. or lets say cat's sleep. with extra toppings from Han's snoring =)

3rd day was cool. got woke up at 5am for fire drill, then mass dance haha me and xin yi was alright, not that high anymore. and there was one part where we were supposed to be back to back and then she suddenly did the moo moo action whilst everyone was in the other action and she gave that funny reaction lol. i was practically on my knees laughing =)

Breakfast was alright, bonded more wiht Benard, amanda and faz.

i shall talk about my Og mates.
Bernard- He's the bro man!! haha and i really enjoyed the bonding we had before the Orientation camp. he's one good partner to have and thx for sharing the sleeping bag with me and han =)

amanda - Although she keeps disappearing form the Family for choir , she's real bubbly and high !! whoohoo.

Faz. haha the one which i was most attached too haha. we are so similar to have found out during the camp haha. she was great to talk to. and yeah we are both Reality TV junkies =)
And we are twins =) lol.

Thx to my family one pple =0
Han, Xin yi, Eunice and Ping Xiong, Eunice Ho Tu Xiong, Kui Noi, Ji shen, amanda, Faz, benard, lit teck, kai ling, clarinda, soon keng, ming ming, yan chang, sakinah, rohanna, rousianna, sk, and the rest . thx guys =)

real tired tired tired. haha.

2006-12-23T19:43:00.000+08:00

went for the Hockey girls tournament today morning as a spectator. girls performance quite alright ya. At least 1 team made it to the quarterfinals. Can't blame them for losing. They had to groom a keeper last minute!!

Well, now i totally despised the northlanders. I used to liek them so much. Well cos of their stealing of Ali's phone and being spunky and yea. Disgusting. tried to catch them red handed. But due to time restraints. Yea i failed.

Went to Kim Seng for Zonal Bowling competition. And THX THX THX KUMAr and HAz for not letting me play in the Northwest team. lol even though i'm not the lousiest. haha. Well, but i liked playing for the Queenstown people!!! whoo hoo. but in the end, the team 2 of Queenstown wasn't a fully queenstown people, but a INternational players haha. In the end the northwest team was liek shocked when i played. who asked you to change me to play for opposing teams??
Well thx DRR Zack haha for supporting me as a team mate and a good friend. and we did well as the team underdog !!! lol.

i got 97 , 90 and 89. yea not bad. haha but still not that good either ya.

There was one when i hit and one pin was left standing, and it was swaying left and right, and then i knew it will not fall and i turn back and squat and groaned and then the whole crowd screamed. the pin swayed for liked 10 secs before it fell lol!! whoohoo
i was like jumping for joy haha.

Northwest sweeped away all the awards except for the 1st runner up and 2nd runner up best team category.

Northwest won : Best Male rotaractor, best Female rotaractor, best Team , and Best FEMALE LONG GANG Player ( throw most into the drain) ( Irene) yea.

haha We totally sweeped it all for ourselves and of course we get to keep the Plug for the BEst CLub of the year . NORTHWEST. The club i'm in =)
Queenstown team won 2nd runner up though for best team haha. =P

Well, winnie tried to tell others i'm in Singapore West and guess what my President Wendy told winnie that she can take me. Boo hoo.

Well went for dinner with the Northwest guys and home i'm.

Man. It's gonna be another Lonely christmas for me. After envying Dalon and wendy who are going for their Honeymoon via Japan tonight. I'm so jealous.
So you all know my christmas wish..... haha

2006-12-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

OgL rocks.
training wasn't good.
Got called weak by coach. cos of stupid KC's fault.
Went for stingray dinner with KC, clement and bert at NEwton.

Zonal Bowling tomorrow. Thinking fo wearing my new shirt.
Audience for the girls 6 a side hockey tournament. Thinking to go or not.

I just can't be bothered wih certain people. I will just say "Bye" out loud if they decide whether to go or not.

Packed as usual next week.

yAwnIng Yawning and yawning all way through.
Not enough sleep. Yea. SHort and un-sweet post.

2006-12-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

How do i start it off. Yea. Today was a great day.
Woke up late. thats the best part. So i rushed to school. yea and my dream came true. i always wanted to see ms chan looking like a rock star. and there she was right before my eyes. Her fringe has outgrown that doll style, and her hair were kinda messy with this highlighted red line in her fringe, making her a Rockstar Supernova contestant.!!

Then rushed to Queenstown shopping centre to meet jerome to buy clothes!! saw Lik Teck. haha
Bought the clothes i wanted. Thx Jerome from refraining me to buy certian clothes or else i won't have made it to bugis to shop!! or my wallet would have burned!

Well, bough a bermuda, pink shirt, another tshirt and a green shirt. haha wanted to buy the Playboy Green stripes shirt, but there was only large left. so sad.

Well, pooled with jerome and yea, as usual i sucked. only won 1 nine ball game out of 5.

well, all in all a cool day.

2006-12-20T19:49:00.000+08:00

Really in a foul mood today. Actually it all started in the afternoon.
To kick off, i really can't stand that Aura Tower. His actions irks me. and he made me felt so F* up .

And secondly cos my hockey skills ain't showing its effect that it should have. It's still at square one and definitely, my impatience towards Hockey has started to reside out.

Maybe because after watching Survivor, i felt so confident and then when i played my own survivor in HOckey, it sucked. the physical aspect of it was so unwanted. And because of that, i could not even want to talk to any of the others. Except that i went to chill out by playing smap with the Girls.

Now i was at first better when playing with them, but once when the guys were to go for dinner, i was in a foul mood already cos the aura tower just sucked . And cos partly of that, i decided to skip dinner with them and went to packet my own food home to eat.

So from that, Country songs and Survivor makes my confidence goes a all time low and that causes my foul mood. especially when i did all those the whole entire morning before going to Hockey.

Well, hopefully tomorrow would be a better day. It better be.

2006-12-20T10:44:00.000+08:00

Currently swaying to Tim Mcgraw's Live Like you were dying . I wish i lived my past 17 years life i was dying. Like i was in Survivor. the whole passion to learn about Life in its many twist and knots.

" Like tomorrow was a gift
And you got eternity to think about what'd you do with it
What would you do with it?
What did I do with it?
What would I do with it?"

Well, i did went out with my hockey pals for Lunch and dinner. And it was all a great social experience. If that was survivor, it was alliance. pure alliance. And that i couldn't be Yule but at most Becky, riding on the coattail of Yul.

but i know my OG would be awesome, even though i am clueless who's in my OG or what's my OG, i hope that these following great people i've met are there
: Amanda, Rousianna, Sam, Eunice, Xin Yi, Faz, Jane,

" Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you "
- Rascal Flatts - "Bless the broken road"

My Life has just been a series of many Survivors seasons. and live life as if it never ends.

Now may my Hockey Skills improve by a starlight miles and may my Social game remain a life in whatever i do. I might not be as Physically Pure like Ozzy or Intellectually genius likfe Yul, but at least i'm Loyal and a pure social player like Becky.

"I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different, but they're always the same
They mean me no harm, but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on

I'm moving on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarentees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyones life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone"

- Rascal Flatts - i'm movin' on"

Yup, i have to move on with life. And life has it's surprises liek that in Survivor.
There're great friends , i just need to gage them and i'll stay true to them.
So Nicholas, i hope you find your true friends.
And to myself, i have great friends. But each of them are scattered to their own.
My friends are not great friends with my friends. That's why i hope God either bless me with that many arms or bond them together even though all comes from different paths of Life

2006-12-19T10:16:00.000+08:00

The weather outside of my house right now is like that in a warzone. Big Bangs and zaggylines all over the atmosphere. Meanwhile listening to Rascal Flatts's Bless the Broken Road. It's a really mind relaxing song that lets you think back to the road that you have been leading, the goods and bads. Well, as the song would try to say, follow on the road ..

Yesterday was a weird day for me. I can't explain it. Well, i practise practise and practise my hitting at the PE porch whilst the rest were playing matches. I should have had felt that sense of glory for working so hard hitting non stop for that 1 to 2 hours. But i didn't . I began to wonder if it were paying off, my hardwork. And my hands were swelling and bruising.

Okay, then We went to KFC to celebrate KC's birthday. Me and 3 girls went to buy a cake for him and in addition we ended up buying soft toys for him lol. i can't remember why i bought him that.. i initially wanted to buy him Deordorant. But then my tiredness seems to have got me.

Well, the guys continued making fun of me yea, and then whilst it was raining furiously we splitted ways, where me and KC walked 1 km to the bus stop to take our bus, we got poured like chickens in the rain, packages all over us, sticks and presents. So when we finally made it to teh bus stop haha it's like we braving through the stormy weather. symbolic yea. the power of friendship lol.

Okay, the bus took like 30 mins to come and all.. SO that was the weird day i had been experiencing yesterday.

I hoped he enjoyed his special day yea. haha. With sore muscles and aching fingers, i'm trying hard to download the last episode of Survivor season 13 even though i already know the winner.
When will i get to shop?
What i want for my christmas present : A Reliable Secretary

2006-12-18T10:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR KC !!!!!!!!!!!!

You're finally 17!!!!!!
So you shloud be more grown up now heehee. Stop all your lame teasing and jokes. But you won't be KC no more. haha so continue to be childish and a teaser all you like but be more un-lame in it k haha. HAPPYBiRTHDAY DUDE!!

Alright, having a rough time carving up my schedule for this week. It's so packed. man i hate to not go for my friend's BBq and all but i have not enough time to spare. SO right now its either my class gathering of Wan ting's BBQ.

and tomorrow if its OGL meeting or Hockey outing or jerome's Outing.

Oh lord. i need a secretary lol

2006-12-17T15:15:00.000+08:00

Okay. Quite a lot to talk about today. Let me refresh. It seems that i have missed out certain things on Friday's post. Did i mention that Cyril and Pat saw me and KC at bugis junction on thursday without saying HI? like wow. Thx man Pat and Cyril.

Okay, went to Alger's house yesterday for the cleaning of the soft toys. It was quite fast, considering all the childish play we did. Especially Mic and Dalon. Dalon is married for 7 days and now he is behaving like a little boy again. We then had a good laugh , i mean a hard laugh over the youtube show " HARD GAY" . Oh my lord, it was simply hilarious and i highly recommend it to you all to watch. Especially the episode of him and Yahoo!. His antics are so wow. like " say! say! say!" and "WHOOOOOO!!!!!"

Okay, after that we Dalon and wendy went off first and me alger took King's car to Bugis to pool with Haz's car carrying Kumar. haha loads of fun playing pool.

Well, King was shocked when i played with him. He said i improved =) and he asked me who have i been playing with. and then i *grinned* . LOL haha to that person whom i have been practising with, haha thx bro. heehee. I can't mention his name or he will be full of himself again.

Anyways King is one of the 4 person i Vow to beat one day. and i used to liek lose to him with all 7 balls left and he can win in one straight shot too. So yesterday i actually caught up to him all 5 rounds i played and actually won him on 2 occasions haha. but the wins were all default wins. sad. But at least i caught up to him leaving one ball behind.

But i sucked when i played with Kumar alger and Haz. King was angry that i played so wow with him and so not wow with the rest. haha i wonder why too. maybe my tinge to beat King makes my andrenaline rise High lol. Haz tried to make me say " I HATE YOU" on several occassions but he failed.

Well, at about 9pm then me alger followed King to Old Airport road for dinner yum yum. Then yea took the bus back from Tampines with accompany from KC's smsing.

Okay, this morning, i realised there were 2 blangahs in my house painting. I was ... oh lord. Well, the hosue was so full of white fumes of paints and whatever nots, and i had to sit in the kitchen for half a day. liek what sadness is there. and the saddest part is , no one was willing to go out. Like Mr Rong was busy, KC was busy.. so haix.

Well, at least the painters are done now. Althoguh i saw no point in painting. the house is white enough, what's the need to whiten it again??
anyway, can't wait for tomorrow hahahahaha.. i should go buy CREAM cake for tomorrow.. whoo hoo. let the fun begin.
From tomorrow onwards, it's gonna be packed packed packed.
Monday - Hockey, movie?
Tuesday- Hockey outing, Jerome outing ??
Wednesday - Hockey
Thursday- Jj rehearsal, Jerome outing ?
Friday - Class Gathering
Saturday - Zonal Bowling

haha what a life. The wildest nights are yet to come...

2006-12-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

Firstly, i declare myself really sad during the Hockey match against Victoria Secondary. Why? I didn't get to play at all. It's a really sad thing. Well, even though i'm mentally prepared not to be able to play, but somehow not being able to be part of the team that went up and against the VS people, it's like disconnecting yourself from the experiecne of working as a team, and thats a sad 2 hours for me then.

tried to make myself feel better by thinking that Bala got worse treatment than me, why should i feel sad, Bala should be the sad one. yea. Poor bala, if it was me i would have really been demoralised. Cause Bala's the Vice Captain. So being becned and commented badly was a bad thing.

Well, the second thing i did to make myself feel better was to tease Cynthia. Thanks Cynthia haha. Yea, a hobby which i enjoy doing maybe due to KC"s influence haha.

I really need to improve my hockey skills cos Phebe's like wow awesome and she only just joined this year which is like unbelievable. And the second fact is due to her practising like hell, with guidance of course from the J2 senior.

SO KC and Myself have decided to practise like hell, like the Prince of Tennis Momoshiro and Kaidoh. Yea i'm gonna practise swinging my Stick 1000 times every day to practise my style . I must preserver and get to do the team PROUD!!

Okay, i'm now itching to watch the Movie 'Holiday' after rave reviews from cynthia's blog. Actually i wanted to watch it since it's trailer but then it slipped off my mind. So yea thx Cynthia!!

I really must go with jerome next week to get new clothes i can't resist the temptation anymore yea.

2006-12-14T17:11:00.000+08:00

THE NEED FOR A REMEMBERED ME

Having nothing to do and just being lazy enough not to study. i decided to for once, cahnge my MSN address.
With over 500 msn contacts, i was at first lazy to change. the fact is, if i do, i would have to copy one by one every of those 500 over contacts. But i did. To the fact that i was lazier to study. Well, it was also a chance for me to wash away those emails which i do not keep in contact and those i don't know who they are. And after 2 hours , i have finally copied and cleared away useless email adds. What an acheivement.
So for all of you, here's my new email add : just-freddy@hotmail.com

This is a simple email add where it's easy to remember unlike thos who choose names that don't at all tell people its you. So ya, it's just freddy for me. haha.

2006-12-14T11:29:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's Hockey training was a blast, even though the boys attendacne was only a mere 11. But more capacity for training and understanding of each other's skills and more advices were given. Yeah, was i happy when Jeremy said my Hitting has improved. yea yea, but i must keep improving cos my hitting skills are not that good.
One point to take note, i have given all my strength in hitting the ball, but it's still not hard enough =( oh well, i need to grow more fats and muscles.If i can, cos my body just don't obey my needs and wants.

Went for dinner with the guys at Jurong point where wei qiang and Bala crap as usal, haha it was funny whilst with them. Dinner was usual haha.

well, this morning when i logged on to MSn, i was real happy when Fiona my twin broke to me the news that she got inot 1st 3 months at MI, i was like yeah Fiona, you finally did it. Although she wants to get into AC or JJ, she was happy to at least get into MI. Well, she's already 18 going 19 next year, and it was hard for her to retake her Os again this year, so i'm really proud of her being able to make a great accomplishment.

Well, i was supposed to hang out with Jerome and Hwee Ying today, but Jerome had Kayaking, which leaves for next week to hang out. Whoohoo, gonna go Cycling at eithe Sentosa or Ubin with hockey gang next week =)

Right now, i'm gonna let peace and Hmwk invade me.

Adrenaline of Thoughts

2006-12-13T11:21:00.000+08:00

The adrenaline of Revising ain't in a high momentum. Rather, its in a low situation right now. I was supposed to have made the firststep to accelerate that adrenaline by quitting Work. But instead, it has gotten a worst step down. Hockey Hockey Hockey is the Full time work i'm having now. Yes the dedication to it, or rather, the team bonding sessions that fills up my timetable recently.

This Low adrenaline is rather , lets say common among my friends, most of them perhaps. Look, its the Holiday season. Lets put everything related to studies off your minds, and lets REJOICE!. Yes, rejoice's the word. the word that makes everyone dumb when School season suddenly butts in. Everyone then gets confused and every single, "A"s and "Functions"s and "Demand"s get washed off our brains like Ants being smashed by our bony fingers. Okay, all in all, it means, no one has started studying!!

2 years of JC is really short. One year have already just swished by . A levels, which was like so long away a year ago, is now like whoa, how many months to come??

ANd now i'm slapping myself, why am i suddenly thinking of the BIg picture?? okay. i should just continue to REJOICE till death comes. i think i have enough lives of that of a CAT to continue living past the ages of Deaths to come.

Teasing, Buying, Luck

2006-12-12T20:22:00.000+08:00

okay, well, had a good talk with Gaelan this morning. At least now the issue can be solved. All for the sake of women.. tch tch. Love is a powerful aura after all.

well, went out with KC in the afternoon to Bugis street wehre we searched for my bag =) saw loads of my ex sch people there, Eleanor(thx for ignoring me yea =( ) and many many . haha

The bags at Bugis street ain't my type. But all Kenneth's cos they're all Leather.
Went to Bugis Junction and saw the Bag i wanted at Wallet Shop. we went to look somemore around the Mall and along the way, we teased each other like mad. I think it has become our new hobby.

I finally bought the bag, MYUK, $36 bucks. and then we walked from Bugis to Somerset and along the way, as usual we teased each other, this time a joke abt homw his mother thinks i'm a bad influence. Lol. look who's talking, who's the bad influence?

At Yio chu kang did i realsie the strap was too short and i could not extend it, so i took a train back to bugis to change, in the end to realise the strap can be extended!!!! WASTED TRIP!!!

Was quite pissed. There was this rather good looking salesman in that shop who kept like laughing behind my back. i was quite irritated by him.

okay, won't post the picture of my bag haha if anyone wanna see look at me =P lol
Well, the bag is black with orange heehee

tired. and KC's off to holiday again tomorrow. haha

2006-12-12T11:12:00.000+08:00

BAck from Hockey training, the new love of my life!! Well, surprisingly, i did not get to touch my stick at all during the hockey training with Coach. Instead, the team did a series of tough physical and muscle explosionmaniac trainings.

Those who might not have experienced this might have laughed at us, that we were all strained out using 5 kg medicine balls. The strain of holding it, throwing it, catching it, in so many sets. Lying down and throwing yourself off to the ground to catch that impact of that 5 kg ball, your stomach muscles are crunching. yeah,it was all physcial. and Coach now knows my name . i wonder if it's a good sign or bad sign. Will my fate end up liek that as Bala's whereby Coach keeps calling his name to scold him. well, i guess so, since i'm the worst player in the team haha.

Well, after the training, the model student wannabe -Freddy, practised Hitting with Cuthbert and Jeremy trained too. wahaha am i glad my hitting skills improved, even though its not the best yet.

I'm deeply in love with Prince of Tennis man!! The show just rocks. the story of FRiendship between the team, where each team member has their own unique skills and story. i wonder if the Hockey team can have the same fate. . .

Haven't seen that KC for a while . Well, too bad, he keeps going on Holidays. haha Good for him. Meanwhile, i'm stuck in Singapore and trying hard ti improve my skills and nothing else. No work. haha. like what Jun Ming always say : WOo!!!

haha can't wait to meet up with Jerome to do shopping !! whoohoo, new clothes new accessories!!

2006-12-10T12:42:00.000+08:00

there has been a conversation that was talked about that really affected some of us at hockey. So i'm going to give a reply to that.

This was the conversation that was talked about between 2 hockey people.

(#) the_ultimaflux: pop goes the weasel. says:
im not gonna spend my beautiful friday night bonding with them and sleeping over

(#) the_ultimaflux: pop goes the weasel. says:
i wont be able to sleep with all the cheena racket

so, no holds barred then says:
HAHA who said anything about staying over?

(#) the_ultimaflux: pop goes the weasel. says:
they said what

(#) the_ultimaflux: pop goes the weasel. says:
sleeping at sharon's house

(#) the_ultimaflux: pop goes the weasel. says:
then after that go for the morning training i guess

(#) the_ultimaflux: pop goes the weasel. says:
i didnt want to go today loh, shucks lah should have followed my intuition
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Whats wrong with hanging out with the Hockey gang. Is it that painful?
I'm the newest in hockey, and i'm the worst player. you're amongst the oldest in hockey and you not the worst. i should be the one who would feel ostracized and not with teh team. but guess what? i'm not ostracized or neglected. i LOVEEEEDD hockey yea. If i'm like new and i can enjoy the bonding, why can't you?
Its you who's ostraczing yourself from the gang man!

i mean whats wrong with being Cheena Rackets?? Don't tell me you don't make any noise at all when you gather with your friends. Or are tehy call friends at all if you all don't make noises of celebrations, fun and for the love of each other's accompany. Even though my cheena ain't good. i enjoyed being part of the Cheena Racket that we made that night!!! whoo hoo. We all know how to laugh and bond, that makes the teamwork stronger, better and undefeatable, that's what's make a WINNING TEAM!!!
If you keep bringing that type of aura around the pessimistic one, you will never be a part of a winning team!
And tell you what, if you have a problem with the Hockey gang, say it. Don't be a Weasel that goes pop. Be a Man, man!

I love the hockey people, don't you??

2006-12-10T10:38:00.000+08:00

Whoo hoo. Finally i got to see my close friends this week.

On thursday, i finally got to meet my secondary school best friend Akhbar. haha . kinda elated to have finally see him . Well, he was shocked that i actually shot up and is not his height. OR was it he shrunk??
I used to be up to his erm shoulder in the secondary school days, even sec 4 then. and now i'm like the same height as him. muahahaha.

Okay, to think negatively, maybe poly students shrink over time??

It was a great experience with him, even it was a mere 1 hour walk at causewaypoint, i bought my sandals yeah. Orange stripe.

Friday was hockey. Kc came back, but guess what, he fell sick. must take care alright? haha or else you will have no one else to tease, especially in your sore throat.

Saturday was cool!!! went for Wendy and Dalon's wedding!!!! loads of laughing and bonding!!!!
Afterwards i rushed to Farhan's Masquerade Night at Sembawang sec. It was erm cool. yea. loads of YJC people, and i could see that farhan kept apologizing to me as i was lonely. haha . no worries.
It was fantastic, after seeing you since 9 years ago!!! you are taller and cooler looking now. Just that you're more quiet than that image 9 years ago yeah.

All in all, a cool week, haha. next week gonna shop till i drop. for the first time yea. haha.

2006-12-07T14:54:00.000+08:00

WhooHoo.. Jap Gals visit yesterday was totally awesome. I really like the girls loads.We were paired one to 2 girls except me , who was 1 -3 . haha.

they were Eriko san, Karnoko san and Chihirou San.

Karnoko, Eriko and me , freddy kawaii neh!!!!

Karnoko, Eriko, freddy and Chihirou . kawaii kawaii neh!!

one jap girl approached me for a picture =) and screamed kawaii at me heehee

a blurrish picture taken by a Jap haha

haha many flashes. i felt like a superstar!!!

Thanks girls for making my day real great. Chicken dance was awesome the cultural exchange was FANTASTIC!!! it rocked!!! i really liked the gifts you gave me =) i'm sorry i entangled the Kandema . sorry =(

I really miss you guys loads now. oh man. =0

Hockey was not that great today. i woke up late =(
i didn't get to play against SA sec. i was benched the whole game. everyone played except me.
Zhi wei got injured. the ball WHAMMED his cheek bone. It's not Budging out and bleeding non stop. ALl of us were shocked. Our captain injured.
Went to Botak Jones to eat. eww the smell is so horrifying . but the food was good and too too too filling. all of us were tired to eating muching and chewing .

we had a conflict of who to bring the keeper gear hoem as our Keeper could not bring homw. so in the end Jie Hou was real emotional and angry when he heard tat the person who bring hoem gets free taxi fare, he cried and yelled. ouch. we were shocked. yea in the end Bala took it home.
Well i think Jie hou is a little too emotional and too stingy i guess. but all ended and lets forget about it.

real tired and i miss the Jap girls =)
i was screamed at Kawaii yesterday night by many many girls. hheehee i'm so happy.

2006-12-06T10:16:00.000+08:00

To my TRU7 gang:

SOrry guys, but i'm not gonna go for this Sat's gathering. Maybe because after reading her blog. i feel so sick and disgusted over some silly disgusting puking matter. i'm not gonna be pushed the blame. And i don't think that we will be as happy as before . so you guys go ahead and enjoy yourself. For all you know, it will turn to TRU6 and i'm fine with it. Take care alright.

To: Yin, FIona, Malcom, Del and Bryan.

okay rather emo right now. But gonna chill out yea. haha.

whoohoo Hockey.Tu buds rocks.
jeremy.Freddy.Clement.JunMing.WeiQin.Bala.

We 're gonna quit together!!! whoohoo.

Fiona.Yin. You rocks man thanks for being by me side yea throughout. Thanks and god Bless.

received a call from Gui Yue yesterday that my name tag has been changed to Toys Specialist instead of Trainee. and that my eyecandy is laminating and cutting the tag for me heehee.thx gui yue for telling me and even give me detilas like my eyecandy is doing it haha . thx Gui yue. You rocks man!!

Muahaha he's coming back in 2 days time. yea. so much to tell him and so much to know abt his trip .

meanwhile gonna date Akhbar out next week, and date the muscle man Rong Bro Jerome out too to get new clothes whoohoo.

2006-12-05T14:51:00.000+08:00

Hockey training was tiring yesterday. Techniques, Techniques and more techniques were tried out to fulfil the requirements of a real life match. not that i've done well, but i'm proud of my sweep. It's now very decent and better than some others. Althoguh of course, its not the best in the whole hockey team =P

It seems like the days are very slow lately. Maybe because there's not much laughter and fun . yea. no irritating person to tease me i guess. Well, shall be going to the Volunteer Appreciation day later.

Yeah. i 'm finally gonna meet my bud Akhbar out next week for shopping of new clothes WHOOHOO!! i can't wait!! finally i won't wear the same clothes over and over again =)
I hope Akhbar better not bug out on me again like he always do =(

Hockey hockey hockey rocks. =) Gonna set up a massive Toy store with JEremy and Jun Ming haha. we will overrun Toy r us =) Yea=) Lol. my day dreaming again.

wel,, for now, i must relax and be free =)

Hockey rocks =) I'm at the far right . can't you see me grinning heehee. the pole is bigger than KC's face muahah. (beside me)
All of us at the prymaid smiling. as you can see, i'm on the far left with a smile that's fake. cos KC was trying to poke me =( irritating fellow. Huimin's forehead, can u see that it's that of Brain?
Grp photo=) my head is being blocked arrgh... a almost perfect Hockey Team picture.

2006-12-04T09:12:00.000+08:00

people can value friendship so .
And i do value a friendship which i grasp dear a gem.
ot as many close friends as i do have,
i hold on to every of it tight.

So thats my answer to your tag phebe. bleah =P

Alright, work was kinda alright, haha i hoped Jun MIng enjoyed it =P

somehow i just can't stand Joohniam . he's such a Rat, telling everyone how popular and all he is, strutting around asking strangers (women) their numbers. Its an amazement to see how he can actually get their numbers.
He nows reminds me of KittyWawa the gal jeremy wa stalking about from his alma mater.

Now everyone in the stores knows i'm planning to quit. Now supervisors are asking me if i'm really gonna do it. Well, we shall see.

Alright, there's been a conflict in my calendar of events. I am supposed to be at the Volunteer Appreciation Day which i promised a friend i would go to. and then theres my class CIP project on the same day. I assumed ( a big mistake i made to assume) that the CIP would take place from morning till like late afternoon in afterwhich i would rush down to the event. I did not know the event time on wednesday as it wasn't stated on the sms sent, well i agreed to all the statements and now, i'm trying to make amends by telling i'm not going to teh CIP.

alright. I can't wait for hockey!! i love my new stick =) Although it would be kind of empty yea.

5 more days to my close brother and sister WEDDING!!! DALON & WENDY !!

14 more days to my best friend's Birthday !!

2006-12-02T12:05:00.000+08:00

Whoo Hoo!!!! i bought my new HOCKEY STICK =) smiles yea!!

It's a Powerful and Handsome Vijayanti 4000!!!!

Sleek, smooth and fast.. i love it =)

Tones of thanks to Jeremy, Jun Ming and Wei Qiang for accompanying me to get my stick and tanks Jeremy for teaching me how to cut the price and cheat to get it cheap =X haha

And also, i went with them too to get our pay form Toys R us. I received my cheque of 550++ worth of pay . of course after CPF deductions . Eric Tui, the GM was there and was shocked that i played hockey. He thought that only people who wears Turbans play hockey. and kept repeating that "HOCKEY is Dangerous!! "and "Do we wear helmets when we play?"LOL

Jun Ming and JEremy and Clement got their pay too. And i saw my eyecandy =) haha

Alright, ENJOY YOUR TRIP TO HONG KONG AND BUY LOADS OF GOODIES BACK FOR ME K? BON VOVAGE KC!!!!!!!
haha shall be missing ya irritating words this coming week. haha.

2006-11-30T19:08:00.000+08:00

okay its an entry of apologies. Thanksgiving just passed but i will make do.

To Sally (sharon's sister ) & Sharon: sorry but No i'm not in love with esther. Esther is a friend whom i enjoy teasing . and teasing do no equal to crush. She's someone that i enjoy making fun and all for sake of entertainment. and she reminds me of Sureena haha.

To Hockey Team : I don like esther. refer to above .

Wei Jian : Sorry for being insensitive yesterday by adding to your sorrow of your sorrowness. I guess i was being too americanish( Insensitivity words) . i didn't meant to mean like what sharon felt.

Sharon : Sorry for being too open about the word ex love yup. sorry for embarassing you.

Esther: sorry for not copyrighting you as a label. Will take notice of it. I shall put TM at every photo =P

Erwan : sorry for not wanting to have schedules. I'm just to busy. you're still my Vivo's Favourite Manager =)

okay. Today went to facilitate Evergreen's Leadership development day. i was in charge of Ice breakers so i want to THANK JEANETTE LU for her wonderful game which i used for the ice breakers. What ever could i have done to repay your kindness. that game was quite a hit. Depends who was teh game master =P

Then i wanna thank Rtn Leslie for coming . You really made my day. and yes all the Waitresses were afraid of you. Moustache and all haha thanks again !!

Thanks Rtn Slyvia for coming to give an interesting talk . Kudos!!!

Alright, i can't wait for hockey tomorrow. Should i go to get my pay tomorrow? i'm scared that its crowded tomorrow haha.

Alrighty. i just called TRu. i'm working on Saturday ... oh no.. i'm so tired.. sobs.

2006-11-29T14:36:00.000+08:00

crazy day yesterday. My merchandising skills are like whoa. But glad i learnt new stuff yesterday while re-working on just that particular shelve yesterday.

Okay. I had shortage of 50 bucks. 50. just 50 bucks no cents . 50!! oh lord. i was like numb when i heard that. No feelings of pain. But now. My heart hurts. Which meant i worked fro free yesterday. Dammit. But i worked from 10am till 2.40 am . so i have more than 10 hours of work. meaning i earned a measly 25 bucks yesterday. Sigh.

Didn't go Hockey. Sad. The reason is because i have to plan for the Interact LEadership development day , which is tomorrow. I have to call some professionals up for their help in conducting some workshops. Man, quite rush it was.

KC 's Going to hong Kong next week. Yeah, finally no more teasing from him =). haha but gonna miss his company yea. Irritating guy who tries to Get me into wet shit everytime =P

Okok. coming to think of it( i always reminisce) the more i hang out with KC, i feel he's becoming like Akhbar!! haha Akhbar, my seondary school bud.

Both enjoy teasing the innocent me

Both always outwit me

when i tease both, they both attack me back
ie i hit akhbar akhbar hit back with a reaction thats funny
ie i hit kc , kc hit back with this reaction thats exactly like Akhbar

Both are tame in nature, but i get shock when both suddenly behaves wild, esp when i hit them they turn wild.

Both are hyper at Night.

Both are better then me in almost every thing except running =)

Both are irritating at times, but i enjoy both irritating -ness. LOL.

who calls them to be my buds. irritating ones some more =X

When will i ever see Akhbar again. Haven't seen him in like 10 months!! i miss him yea. i'm worried i won't be as i used to mingle with him. . . . .

Me and Akhbar

Me and Kc

2006-11-27T08:45:00.000+08:00

Here's a special edition of our Class Chalet in : The social Experience - Esther's rejection and Kongfu

When esther proposes to a guy as a 21st century modern women, She seeks approval and no rejection. So when she gets what she didn't expect as a multi talented women, who cooks and a general in red cross she does this :

1) The guy gets real shocked and scared to face esther .Why? HEr eyes are burning with the inferno of rejection.
2) Esther screams and Do her commando actions"Why did you reject me? You have no room for rejecting. Agree now!!"Esther's Secret move to make the guy accept. So every guy that esther chases will have to accept. Well, there was another incident that Esther Locked herself in the room with another contestant, Jerome. We instantly heard screaming of esther. So one thought that Jerome Would have did something to Esther as Esther was screaming real real painfully.So in the end, the Social Photographer and wei jian, barge in by kicking the door and this is what i uncovered.Disclaimer: DOn't be shocked by what you see.Jerome is 6 packs, muscular and strong.

When we went in we saw esther over Jerome. wow she actually overpowered Jerome. ANd her fingers were pointing at him and according to jerome, her eyes wre the same like when she faced Nicholas. Cos she expressed her heartfelt love to him and got rejected. Remember i once mentioned that esther says she has the most beautiful body? Yup maybe she wanted to match with Jerome's most Charming body in 06a01 top 3 most charming bodies.Okay so she harassed jerome by according to jerome using Street Fighter's "A-gu-dan" and screaming liek a bull knocking him down. SHe asks him again." Are you going to accept me or not"Jerome: NO! never.

Esther: "WHATTTTT!!! NO!!!How dare you !!"
She wanted to slap Jerome but Wie Jian Tried to stop her.

Everyone by now whould have known her Specialty move which is to squeezed her palms, Create lines on her face with her eyes and winkles(CAt style) and stamp on her feet , the KuKu way. and yes whe does it again and jerome is hyper scared, cos when she does that, saliva ozzes out of her mouth. In the end, jerome has no choice but to say yes.SO like esther always praise herself as . yes she's MS PRO. Pro in Forcing relationships . So this is Special Edition 1.

Okay here's how our class social guys sleep.

1) darryl sleeps like a tomb, a zombie. straight laydown. This is the type of guy where girls finds it easy to have more space on their queen size bed.2) Han , spaced out style with his long legs. This is the type of guy which gers will find it hard to sleep with. he takes out most of the space. Unless they are willing to sleep at where he spreads out his legs.3)Jack, the Monk style. 4) Jerome, the guy who tries to be strong and not sleep. This is teh type of guy where gers liek to tell their day time story to him. Maybe because esther is sitting opposite and jerome don want to let her see his cute sleep look. =P
here's how esther tries to act sad and broken hearted for Nic to see. But obviously nic closes his eyes and pretend to sleep, but he's not cos his eyeballs are tilted to esther side to see if she has stopped her looks.

Finally Jerome Dozes off or is he? Lets zoom in..

I can't differentiate if his eyes are open or sleeping, cos his eyes are always the same. =XI think Eileen's staring at a cute guy. She's so engrossed haha

Here's esther saying how long her arms are and which will grab guys easiyl and here's the reaction that Hui and sharon gives " Can't she stop lamenting on how perfect every part of her body is!!!!" I mean, she's not exactly the world's most uglist creature, she's still at least wanted by some guys Nicholas, tell her not to be desperate!!"(Nic seating beside esther)

Esther: Hmmph! hope you heard how perfetc i am and that u will regret rejecting me! " Nic : AIYA!! i dunno la. Can you stoo~pp bothering can or not. Alright, thats all i have from my camera. Obviously, i'm not a scenic photographer but a Social photographer who catches people emotions . And this case a social experience. Till next time =) A KC POKE FC productions..

2006-11-26T13:25:00.000+08:00

Kinda tired, but then bored. I wsh i'm out doing something now, maybe working. haix.

ALright, my Interact CLub is really giving me some problems like they are having internal disagreements. I think i'm a failure, unable to get them together and instill passion of interact into them. Nowadays, i can no longer understand the younger generations, like they have no passion in what they do anymore.

2006-11-25T15:44:00.000+08:00

okay. haha gonna make it short and sweet since i'm exhausted.

Well, after class chalet, i went for Hockey training , i mean camp.

Well, on friday, our Prestigious JJ team went up against SAJC for teh girls and VS for the boys. Well, sadly, the girls lost, and the boys totally killed the 1st half but got a tied in the second =( me and KC was like totally yelling at the VS. Thx KC for throwing my stick on the ground in rage because we got a tied.

okay, went for BBQ and stay over at Sharon's house. Chatted with Jeremy abt survivor along the way and talked about Work and all the backstabbers.

Okay. BBq was kinda fun, didn't really eat much, but i got a stingray to myself in which coach ate some of mine.

Sharon's brother can totally be a rugby player. he's nine and he can carry me. Well he failed carrying KC. KC, you're FAT !!!!!

Well, layed Smap, a game created by Phebe and I forgot her name is totally a pro in it, she collected the whole deck when we were supposed to finish the cards. It's a game of reaction to clear your cards. It seems all the short people have rather slow reaction. take KC<>

Okay, we had loads of cold jokes, and of course Jun Ming's Green Ping Pong Ball story.
CuthBert and KC tried to dunk me into the water. JAne the busybody chipped in too =P

Well, i kinda relaised how cheeky brothers kC and Cuthbert are. OMG, they are liek similar haha.

Then we played the fill the cup game, in which erm i forgot who lost. Well, Clement had to call people up to disturb and stuff. Then, erm, we played 7 up and losers had to spin around the hockey stick 8 rounds. Bala and clement and qian shan all fell down after 6 rounds and FREDDY , YES FREDDY SPUN 10 rounds and hopped around the sircle, much to teh amazement of them. Well of course i was seeing stars and many human heads spinning before my eyes when i ended, but i controlle.d haha

We went up and played Risk, where me and Jeremy Allied . KC didn't want to ally. Stupid=P

okay, in the end Jie Hao lost, cos he was frustrated that we attacked him. haha Hui Min was like so hilarious .

Slept at sharon's room where Kc, Cuthbert, Zhi wei, Phebe, Jane, Hui ting, Jun ming Clement and wei qiang went in too. KC is SUPER SUPER HYPER when night falls. he yelled "AC sucks" and elbows Clement (ex acsi) and dragged Cuthbert out of the room lol. Pillow fighted with Gorilla JANE!!'

okay, finally fell alsleep and woke up at 7.30am.

Then headed to school for hockey yea had chat with jeremy in MAc and then lunch too. and now i'm home and lack of sleep.

I skipped work cos of camp. i'm really really really super tired. Blogged some other time. KC looked real tired, i think he won't go for his soccer later . for once i see a haggard KC.

2006-11-23T12:21:00.000+08:00

hey all, back from chalet. Will post some pics later.

Whoa, the chalet was creepy, ugly and eerie. All the words that can describe creepiness. AND, its OPPOSITE the OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL. Like OMG!! As a truely cowardly dog, as descirbed by my class, i was honoured to be there for 3 days. =(

Okay, 1st wasn nothing much special, just that we taught Eileen the art of cycling, and Darryl casuing 2 freak accidents.

Esther got lost and we had to cycle all the way near tampines to fetch her and cycle back.

We had beer the first night, and Darryl went utterly wild. yes, i mean wild as in real MADNESS. Nicholas was drunk!! half drunk.

Well, i didn't dare to bathe the first night, cos the toilets have this window which looks real eerie, and the mirror looks so supsicious.

But towards the morning like 2am, it wasn't scary as we play in my room of 4 beds,

well second day, we woke up at 7.30am and left at about 9am towards school for the Evaluation of the year's History lecture. ANd of course, from tampines to Jurong, in which we were supposed to arrive at 10.30am sharp for History, we clash in at 11.20. we went to SPC and to my ultimate horror, Ms MArdiana and MS lin came in and gave me the lecturing, while the guys ran off leaving me alone.

Okay on and on, i played mahjong and kinda on a winning streak. =P

had barbecue with Ms AUdrey Lim and Mr Lawrence Koh. Okay quite fun, blah blah, drank more beer while the guys went OCH in teh afternoon, i was playing mahjong .

okay, erm nothing much happens, except that Hoe han slept first.

Well, i only slept at erm 4 plus haha.

okay, i wanna go for Hockey camp, but i miss my mum's cooking. and i should catch some sleep, so i will not go today . haha sorry KC>

Well, i'm gonna quit work like end of next week. so yup. =)

2006-11-21T08:16:00.000+08:00

just before i go for my chalet, i woke up to receive msgs, that made me real real moody and grumpy. i can't stand it man. I shloud not have had introduce people to work!!

They come and they go! ANd they want me to tell the boss they want to quit. why don't they do it themselves. I am already having trouble with my boss cos my boss is Scolding my manager for eletting them in cos of something .

Zhi Ping pls go and tell him yourself k?

It's plain vexing when u wanna escape from complexity of work and then some nausea event sprints up.

Okay. i'm awake, un-ready to go for chalet, cos my mind is in a mess due to irritating reminders about toys r us.

Suddenly, i hate working.

2006-11-20T11:26:00.000+08:00

Due to popular demand, i'm back to post more of my juicy optimistic and unoptimistic view of the social life.

Definitely hot on the news would be the social circle in Toys R us vivo. HEadlines::

"JEREMY HAS DECIDED TO RESIGN FROM TOYS'R'US."

Shocking yea. He had actually have had a dispute with our Boss Hirman. Who , has a person, do like to pick faults with his employees. Sadly, Jeremy has become the next victim.

Second headlines : "cLEMENT. JOCELYN. THROW FOR ME .

i know that this line sounds absurd. But i can't elaborate on. Why? Because on the 2 parties know it well. And well, the " throw for me" line is a piece of the many evidences that i picked up. That evidence was when Jocelyn asked clement to throw away the rubbish and at the same time smiling at him. even when she wanted to use the toilet she tells him. haha

Third HEaline : " A cHINESE CUSTOMER SCREAMED AT MY COLLEAGUE COS THE COLLEAGUE YELLED AT ME AND AT THE SAME TIME RAISED HER VOICE AT THE CUSTOMER"

woW yesterday was definitely drama. as two females yellers face up to each other.

Am i blissed to be the middle party.

I kinda run out of healines. But to MAfia, this is for you.

Story line : Cuthbert is a Guy. He's the champion Shooter. HE's Cute to girls. he's llike Kenneth is from a Respectable boy's school : ACSI.

haha. if you came to my hockey outing, you would have seen the touch i was refering to. =) KC, i'm not jealous okay? , i am glad you found your other half =P Joking yea. hahaha.

Okay. I'm going for my dreaded class chalet tomorrow. Well, one thing, i don't have a buddy buddy there. so which means i will most probably be standing up to myself alone tomorrow haha cos most of my class guys dun really stand up for one another. yea. It will be fun i guess. More of bullying esther and jeanette haha by the class.

Oh lord, She's at Hong Kong till Sunday. Man i want to see her more often. =)

2006-11-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

Okay. After watching the movie " Step Up" , i have began being more self conscious.

the Tall status, big Muscles, Handsome face and stunning hairstyle of the lead actor Tyler. I am feeling way inferior than what i'm already am now.

Short, skinny, un-musular, dark, small. Yups. How i wish i can be like him. haha. Any clothing that is attached to his skin is like so perfect.

No wonder movies makes people feel so inferior especially when someone so stunning acts in it.

Now i wish i can dance. But i can't . i would look more like a monkey if i do. Oh lord, how i wish i am like tall, muscular and all. I feel so jealous. Yikes. I should not feel this way. It makes me look like a outcasted freak when i'm oh so popular and handsome. Yea . RIGHT. H-A-N0D-S-O-M-E. bLEAH. HAHA my world must be so upsidedown for me to be handsome.

Okay, i must record things in a optimistic way i gues.s. maybe i'm erm NOT SO handsome? yea. I must comfort myself a little. But oh man. i wished i had what he had the lead actor of Step Up. Oh Darn, he's sooo Tall. Okay. I'm Short.

2006-11-18T09:59:00.000+08:00

Clement, stop stalking and tag k haha. i know u are reading this . =P

Alright, back to business. Lets see, well yesterday i was supposed to be at a training that will make me sweat like a dog . BUT i did not. Why?

The physical training session turned into a puting galore of Soccer, climbing and monkey-ing around West Coast Park.

Yup. But it was kinda fun while it lasted.

We even had a night walk around the park and strolled in to the Marsh, scaring the girls.

I think i'm finally imune to Poking. haha KC bleah =P

Oh yea, i broke the" 2 weeks of not talking to KC " rule. Cos i smsed , chatted with him the whole of yesterday haha. I think Cuthbert has a crush on KC. hahahaha thats why i let them alone at the busstop and went to disturb Phebe with Jeremy, Wei Qin all.

YEah!! i have her no!!! whoohoo. i think i shouldn't have recommended Phebe and Jane to work in the first place. they don't enjoy it. It's all my fault.

2006-11-17T10:00:00.000+08:00

Whahaha. Irwan was shocked that i could do Truck yesterday haha. Finally i shown my worth that i can be good at doing clearing too. =)

Well. not much yesterday just worked for a full 16 hours yesterday =)

Worked with Jun MIng and jeremy at the truck =)

Helped Wei Qin a little suring Straightening =)

help jeremy a little =)

Worked with JUn ming at the Girls World.

quite fun actually. but was slacky but tired.

2006-11-15T20:16:00.000+08:00

" I won't be talking or seeing KC the next 2 weeks!!"

WHY!!!!!!!!!!

A startling statement i guess.

I'm DID NOT fight with KC.

I DID NOT quarrel with him.

Then WHY???

Oh. Kc's Gone to save the world. In the new game FINAL FANTASY 12.

Oh for heaven's sake.

haha. well today i met KC at 3 pm i was late hee hee at LUCKY PLAZA for POOL!!!!

we pooled till 5 pm. Then we headed for a long long walk.

From lucky plaza we strolled passed Somerset to Heeren to get OLD CHANG KEE.

Then to Centre Point for some ice cream.

But the ice cream shop was closed.

So we strolled past the IStana to Plaza Singapura for Ice Cream.

Then we strolled to the Cathay CIneplex and KC got lost in the Toilet .

We then strolled towards Middle Road, Opposite the Paradiz centre to get his PIRATED Final Fantasy Game. hahaha. Then i found out we both like the famous wan ton mee there and also the Indian food right across the centre haha. are we similar.

Then we walked past my FAVOURITE pool centre - POOL JUNCTION

then we went to BENCOOLEN to buy 5 lighters for 1 buck as KC wanted to bring me to FORT CANNING to play with LIGHTERS - a hobby he had at SJI. You see we were sharing out past times haha.

In the end as we found out it was 6pm. we decided to head back home. so we took a long walk from Fort Canning to SOmerset haha then i took the train home.

Hee hee. He still labelled me as his LOYAl Dog(friend) wahahaha.

Well i enjoyed the long long walk. he dared me to walk with him from Somerset to school this friday and i said yea. haha so we will take abt 5 hours then to reach there this friday =)

But we will be so tired to even run during hockey =*

Well working tomorrow. hee KC is now in his FF game and not replying to my msgs he even told me that he will be starting on his game. haha. SLACKER!!

2006-11-15T09:09:00.000+08:00

My friends who will be joining Toys r us today =)

BalaJi (hockey)
JunMing (Hockey)
jeremy (hockey)
Wei Qin (hockey)
Clement (Hockey)
Kim LEng (sec good friend)
Zhi Ping (sec friend)
Fiona (TRU 7)

Yeah its gonna be fun to be at work with them. Too bad KC backed out last minute.

Cos the more we want him to do something, the more he doesn't want to. That is to him : not succumbing to peer pressure . haha

Well there were loads of politics going on again yesterday.
Siya and Samantha began another Survivor war. samantha kept complaining to me and actually shouted at the office
Sam: I WANNA QUIT! EVERYTHING ALSO MY FAULT"

Boss heard that and he summoned Siya to the office. and i don't know what happened after that.

Alot of people under Siya influence do not like QIao Ying and Samantha. haix. but a sad political war.

got along well with Andrew yesterday haha and dunno why we were like playing with Steve too. Cos i didn't really stay at Cashier yesterday but did Floor Duties.

Having OGL family meeting later. and Will be accompanying KC out for lunch and do some strolling and POOL!!!!!

2006-11-13T20:41:00.000+08:00

enjoyed tody's trip to VIVO city with KC, Kim, ZP, Bala, his GF, Jun ming, Clement, jeremy and i forgo t his name haha.

The 8 of them all got in to TRU haha.

Well some photos taken

here's a photo of me , Kim and Zp at Vivo's third floor

here's KC and FReddy acting cool.

nothing better to do

the cunning smiles of ours. haha the world rocks with the sly cat KC my loyal cat. =Pi'm his loyal dog =( ... Pathetic

Memories chapter 3: FUn or Money

2006-11-13T09:32:00.000+08:00

is i becuse of Money that i used to work or is it because of the fun i had?

Now, i think its no longer the latter that i'm working for. I feel no fun. it's totally nonsensical.

I feel like just going to United square's TRU cos my daddy manager Eddie's there. i really miss him.

Work politics are written all over at Vivo TRU and i see no point of the bonding i had while at TRU forum last year. The tears we shed when december 31st reached.The fun we shed, the tiredness, the joy, the anger, it all comes together. we scream we make jokes we shriek for laughter. i don't see this anymore at TRU. my smiles are all fake. and the only joy i face is when i deal with my managers.

Ironically, i seem to be recommending this job to my friends. Am i evil or what. i shouldn't be doing this.

Maybe they will enjoy TRU better than me. I should be like Ray.

Let go whilst we still have the chance, or when the committment arrives, and dissapointment follows, you're find it hard to shake off or let go.

*i feel like crying*

memories chapter 2 : The lonelife

2006-11-12T16:56:00.000+08:00

how good it would be if i just lived alone in a small cosy apartment you can call hoem sweet home.

or then a trusty room mate you can live with and just have fun eating takeaways and having lame fights of who gets the TV .

I want a small nest i can just indulge in . away from any stress burdens and horror survivors i face everyday. Of course when i'm bored i can away tease my room mate.

I can go out late, clubbing, take photographs of the city, explore the night life. and of course just enjoy.

But sadly, i can only imagine it.

2006-11-12T16:29:00.000+08:00

seriously, i feel that the mood at the Exit and cashier section has completely turned into a table of politics and yes i know what u all know i will say : SURVIVOR.

It's like a complete change of cards played. One moment u are the one most Valuable, the next wink , you are like Hoodwinked.

Let me introduced to you teh TRU VIVO survivor characters, real life real sceanrio characters.

Siya, Qiao Ying, Freddy, Jane, Samantha, Phebe, Melvin, Joyce, Isabel, Jocelyn, Jai, Shawn, Ray, Shahira and ZI jun. It's a game thats gonna get people hurt.

Just yesterday, i realised a secret that i might have been out from. To get me out of the lead of the Recognition board.

And just yesterday, i witness a whole new game of backstabbing between 2 people, a whole new twist. i didn't know that one know about the other hating her.

It's all coming down who will want to be a trainer, and i see i am alreday out of that post. For a moment, i feel relieved. But for the next, i feel like that person is having that overwhelming tint of power, aand jealousy. i kinda know whats going on now, being away from work for a while. I know that person who is brewing the storm.

Sadly, i'm actually waiting for the next move that person makes. I'm waiting to catch it. Silently.

Seriously, anything can happen. of course Ray and shawn have already left.
Melvin is completely harmless.
Isabel Joyce and Jai are completely sticky together.
Fioona is coming back and i'm proud of my alliance with her.
Siya is of course trying to build up her popularity . She's doing it well.

Of course shes the trainer for cashier and exit staff . and has gained the boss's recognition. God bless her.
I hope she's not staying there her whole entire life. cos i'm not going to. That idea struck me completely yesterday.

yes i will work hard, but i don wanna stay there my whole life. i can't bahave like i have to be there my whole life. No of course not.

I just realise this. But i will definitely leave the game anytime soon. But i will till i catch that storm. I must uncover and shed the whole light of the game.

The puppet master. i know who that person is. But that person do not know that i know who that is.

That person badmouthed, yes that person did.

2006-11-12T15:30:00.000+08:00

well, i am not hyper enough to post all the pictures taken during the class outing. well,
do look at the following blogs for the pictures.

http://eestherr.blogspot.com

http://weijian-abc.blogspot.com

http://roses-in-her-garden.blogspot.com

well, guess what, i worked from yesterday 9am till this morning 5am.

lord i'm exhausted...

Bala, Jun ming, Jeremy, Zhi ping, wei ern and kim leng, all at the same time, disturbed me so that they can work at toy r us.

GUESS WHAT, i got the deal for you, you all have been sailed through to the interveiw without filling in the form haha all cos of the marvellous freddy.

my stomach not feeling well recently, co sof the steamboat and the stingray i had with KC> ouch.

2006-11-10T10:08:00.000+08:00

ALright, i didn't really want to go to the class outing at first as i thought it would be boring. Well, cos I kinda drifted away from the class recently. Well in the end i still went. Thx Hui Hui haha you were the one who encouraged me to go =)

Well, before the class outing, was with hui hui, han and nic at bukit batok for lunch. had a wild and funny chat, about children and names. And my imagination survivor. thats was funny and hilarious.

Then i rushed for class outing, we got pestered by old people who want to lure us to their steamboat restaurant, but we denied.

At first the food starting was boring, so i decided to sms KC and then Farhan smsed in too =)

It was like during 7 plus then it started to get fun as Darryl ate raw fish, i digged a raw crab and many bullied esther

Darryl: i saw a pig!
Esther: ( looks behind and then at herself)
hahahaha

and a famous 2 quotes that esther said for the entire day

" I have very nice hair"
" i have a very beautiful body"

the whole lot was like laughing hahahahahahah

Well, the class says i have a small head =( cos my head could go through Sharon's handbag carrier.

went for bowling. My warm up rounds still stinks. 72, no strikes, one spare, how pathetic can it get.

Darryl was hilarious with his flintstone move,

well, went home on the train and that wa sthe entertainment for the evening. We played Sacred no,

And esther got it first, and had to drink water, me too .....

Well then next we had to sing a song or pole dance if we get the no.

after darryl did a 2 sec pole dance, i told esther

Freddy: we must be sporty k,( staring at esther) haha u will be next
in the end i was next,
so i did a ridiculous poledance that made everyone laughed.
Eileen did a rendition of "Flyign without wings" that cracked me up , as i told her to do the actions, i was like squealing on the floor... and much to everyone on the train's dismay.

Weijian did a solemm rendition that made Sharon go gaga and made me laughed.
ZHi liang, the gay one did the pole dance that erm i perosnally found it weird . haha sharon said he looked gay . haha

And nicholas sang.

Well. thats was all. shall posts the photos and videos. Speaking of videos, SHIT. the hockey peopleactually saw my dancing video on YOUTUBE. SHIT!

well hockey later. i'm dommed....

2006-11-09T10:17:00.000+08:00

My entry shld have been a long entry. But i decided not to go into details haha/ cos Esther would definitely wanna kill me. hee hee.

Well. yesterday was OP. it went well. for me. But for nicholas, i think it was a haunted house trip. his presentation wasn't smooth sailing for him in a sense that his cards fell, the examiner asked him qns he did not understand and after lamenting for 3 mins he says: I don really understand what you are asking about " Oh lord. haha But esther came to his rescue in the end =P

Well, went JP with KC to get my shin guards and socks and we saw my class people.

Then we went to Delta for training. Oh lord our Gals are good!!!

when its our boys turn, shit i think i embarassed myself.

I was playing as Right Forward. so i'm a striker.
oh no so embarassing, the ball incident. shit. shan't talk about it.

Then me, KC, Bird, Zhi Wei, Phebe, Wei Ling, Kiat Hou, Qian Li, and Jane went to town for dinner at Yoshinoya. we had loads of fun. i think they did not me. i was like the victim.

Shan't talk abt it. stupid zhi wei, keep making fun of Esther. sad las zhi wei. i know u look like esther haha.

Then m,et my cousin and we went home. Fell alsleep while she was talking. opps.

i have a match on FRIDAY. lord. against SP and AC. well. not that i'll be playing haha. although zhi wei said all will get to play. oh holy shit.

thinking if i should go for class outing. haha

2006-11-07T19:59:00.000+08:00

OP's tomorrow. looking forward to it. Hockey too. =)

Hope PHEBE and JANE are doing well at work =)

Really into songs lyrics recently. i really thank God for putting me through everyday obstacles. learning is part of my life.

I think this song really shows my fear of saying goodbye to my fun time.

ITS SO HARD TO SAY GOODBYE TO YESTERDAY

How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad.

I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through.

If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

~ Boys II men

Saying goodbye is hard, especially when one have gone through so much together.

Memories chapter 1 : Down memory lane with my buds

2006-11-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

Being really tired and longing for bed as what i'm doing now, i must not forget to pray for my best friends and to remember them always and have their image of fun with me captured in my heart.

*Prayer*

'' if i lay here, if i just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world''

Yup. i wish one day we would just lay under the hills on a starry night and rejoice over the fun experiences we had as the best buds under the wink of the universe. As my Best friends, and also to my Life long partner i wish to have . soon,.

For me, i have known 3 best male buds in my 17 years of life.

My childhood bud since the age of 4 , Farhan.

My secondary school bud since sec 1 , Akhbar.

My JC bud KC.

I personally believed that those 3, even though KC might not have known me for long, i feel all understand me well, and i had my fun and really enjoyed their accomanpany at that point of my life.

You just gotta enjoy life . And having someone who is great, makes your life worth more fun.

Farhan, a mixed have been a great and chirpy childhood friend, i remember the days we being mischeivious, cos we hated chinese and we are the Gang of the class. It was fun. I remember me always being the leader haha and the smarter one haha. Well he was the more popular one of course =P Although we have been separated for 10 years. i still miss ya loads. i have always remembered your face, your presence, right here by my heart.
God Bless thou Soul.

Akhbar, known since sec 1, was my sitting partner after June 2002. We were really closed and playful when in sec 3 when we always teased each other and he always like hit me back. I always get teased , as usual. even though he was a malay and I, a chinese, Race proved no barriers, and i picked up some Malay skills from him, and he picked up none of chinese from me. CO si don't speak chinese in class that time . =P
Well, even though we are in different schools with different intelligience levels, he's the popular one of ocurse haha. i am the "look more intelligient " one but more dumb one hee hee. Well he always win me in talk fight. I miss the KFC days we always go during our Prelims and stuff.

Of course, to KC, the Jaded writer(i dunno what that means) well. he is the first Chinese best bud i ever had haha. he's cool in a way, and makes loads of lame crap that i really enjoy, and his games. oh i tell you, you will just wanna laugh. hahaha. he's one of the first to make me feel myself with a Chinese guy and i think he's a real bud. haha. Although i'm not his best friend. he's mine =) well. Like i said, my life was a cooler roller coaster ride hanging out with him. and even though i'm not a Catholic, i know i behave liek one. so God Bless.

My life can't be any cooler without any of those 3. yup. just gald i knew one of them at one point of my education life.

Of course, i wanna Thank Kim n Ness for being great pals too. haha. you're Gers so sorry. hee.

I sound like i'm making me last statement or so. but at some point , i really wanna thank God for making my life so much of a rollercoaster, even though i may lose some "friends" i'm glad i have some soul dudes by my side. and i hoped i was Chosen to be theirs too.

God will always be by my heart.

2006-11-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

Being the unexperienced yet a senior staff, i have failed to express patience and care for my new cashiers. i feel the greatest regret and remorse for them. they are glad that they have other staff like Jai to guide them.

Sorry Phebe , Jane, Melvin and Andrew( pretty boy) if i ain't caring and patient enough =(

Although melvin have no shortages, Jane and phebe too. i think i ain't good enought a teacher. haha.

Well.. i am still a trainee =)

Alright, been sooooooo tired. everyone in the store is talking the world about how cute Andrew is. yup. he's 15 cute, handsome and quiet, tann and nice. At some point i'm jelous haha but he used to mine !!!! Muahahaha... i trained him for cashier hee . he's kinda like my lil bro .

so Suraya (Techno) don't go carry him away k. haha Phebe DEEPLY MADLY TRUELY stuck to him she even calls him PRETTY BOY haha.

Well jane, you improved good job.

Today slacked at the pond on 3rd floor at vivo today, me and erm lets see... Joyce, Isabel, Ashraf, Jai, raudah me and erm i can't pronounce his name. we saw a 12 yr old brokeback mountain boys holding hands and behaving intimidately hands over shoulders etc..

and a disgusting guys feeling everypart of his we believe to be his girlfriend, who looks like a witch. he even felt her legs and rub her breast, we were liek oh GOd.. save us from this salvation. But we kinda kept stalking them.

We walked arounf Vivo and i went for OP.

hee hee . went to who but JEANETTE's House. haha kinda happy in a way . i like her Mum. YEs yes i fell alsleep in Jeanette's house and Nic took a pic of me lazing on her comfy sofa. god if he publishes the photo, i'm dead haha.

i'm addicted to work. yes i am/. i love work. i love the boss. i love the staff there. most of them

yes.. the worl's been comparing SAMANTHA, SIYA and Qiao Ying today haha. more of Sam and QY haha.

2006-11-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

my left eye is hurting real bad ever since yesterday.

awell.. haha PHEBE dun worry you are a good cashier, it was just a stupid mistake that caused your losing of the nets money.

jane, experience will make you better. even head boss was saying that your nervousnes is alright. Just work on . dun give up kays.

If it was Raihanie the manager who gave you the training, you won't even have shortage. haix.

Sorry for not going to the Hockey Match today guys, even though i am not playing too. haha.

Kc. This is Earth, not KC land. okay? you're not the brain for Man Utd or FF. haha. you're KC. the Brainmaster of Ponning. =)

2006-11-04T12:48:00.000+08:00

beaten down....

A lvl chinese was ouch, a nightmare. i'll be happy to get a D7 which is the minimum for University entry =)

After the paper yesterday, i went straight for WORK!!!! with who but PHEBE and JANE !! whoohoo.

Rushed to Vivo, ate chicken rice and went to work.

Okay. As usual, i didn't get to do Cashier, but the work of a supervisor, meaning i am still a staff but i had to TRAIN NEW CASHIERS> Jane and Phebe.

So much stress from big boss, and evey now and then use the walkie shout so loud for my name go tower to ask me abt the gerls and even FORCE ME BACK TO WORK ON WEEKENDS. hummp... i'm tired geez. in the end i managed to skimm through work on saturday and just work on sunday .

Then Khairin, my supervisor (wears green shirt) kept saying " freddy wear Green shirt la"
Freddy" Don't want, i prefer red, green very stress"

I'm already very stress wearong red, cos i do more stuff then normal red shirt people.

Jane was very very very nervous,
Phebe was great, for a new comer.

EVEN raihanie and all managers say she is alright , except JANE.

Had a pleasent visit from VICTOR , an ex manager. Still as teaser as ever victor.

Okay. JAne had shortage of 66++ bucks due to cash shortage and phebe had a bout 40++ bucks due to the nets shortage. and andrew , another new cashier, had shortage of 60++ for continous 2 days straight !!

I had to help them searched for the shortages via the audit roll, the long long roll of their transactions, so practically i worked from 1.30 pm till 2.40 pm today, to sit in the office and run through the roll many time before finding their mistakes.

Shit, if big boss finds out that the new cashiers all shortage like hell, i'm dead. cos i'm the trainer !! omg. i must be a lousy trainer... sobs. Phebe and Jane finds my Training BORING!!

2006-11-02T11:17:00.000+08:00

whoa!!!
I worked for 16 hours yesterday haha. =)

I got a pay rise =)

I can train new cashiers =)

muahaha, yesterday was a fun day even though got 2 arrogant staff. its okay. haha =)

chinese As tomorrow =(

Haven't started to look through the topics =(

will i make it through Chinese ??

I don't wanna retake chinese again next year =(

HAPPY 'Aye Boy' 17 Birthday Jerome Ng Jian ROng, aka Rong bro

!!!!!!!!!

Its time to grow up aye ? =) haha so you're 17, be more matured hee hee.( look's who talking now abt maturity haha)

2006-10-30T10:19:00.000+08:00

It was a hectic Saturday and sunday for me the past 2 days.

On Saturday morning, i went Sailing in the morning, then had fish O chips at the Marina , Pooled at Bugis in the late afternoon , and bowled at 9.30pm at Kim Seng. What a sporty day was it.

Talking abt sailing, it was awesome! Although the boat was too slow. me and irene were like singing while lying on the boat, much to the dismay of the BIG boats owners whose boats were docked nearby. We actually sailed towards Malaysia and stopped under the BIG SECOND LINK Bridge =)

Well, Pool was fun, i almost managed to beat the Sage , King Li.

But, neh. did not.

Then we went for dinner and strolled with Dalon and Wendy at GREAT WORLD before bowling at 9.30.

My 1st round surprisingly was alright, but my second round was disastrous. Was too tired my hand was liek shaking at second round haha.

AT least i got 4 spares and 1 strikes haha. for 2 round. The rest played till2am. but as i was too tired i left at 11.

Sunday was ELECTION DAY. CONGRATS KUMAR. your speech was like addressing a changing society.

Set Sail for the Stars was an awesome vision. YEAH!! our New PE, Shanti Kumar!!

okay after the meeting had chat with Felix and Richard on how to sustain Interact.

Then followed Michelle and Irene to buy Michelle her winter clothes, She's going to china for exchange program.

Here's some photos taken.

We saw this at erm a Chinese Emporium. They actually thought of a poem for breaking goods. haha.

Brrr.. we look like Japanese tourist haha.Coming to a wrong place like Singapore.It's summer. Not winter.

Another tourist look.

we are the snow angels and 1 cool hunk =P

irene wants to sleep.

another cute look
Street Boy

the Boyish freddy as always. =)I would want to imagine KC wearing that hat . muahaha. I woke up late today. so did not attend Maths, and my stomach was feeling unwell. KC is not a bad influence though, my dear folks haha since in his blog he mentioned that people feel he's a bda influence. muahaha. He just like's to 1) pon school2)Slack3) Doing silly tricks He's not that bad after all, is he??

2006-10-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

Some Pictures i took.

This picture is a game which Kenneth played. if you look at this. i will hit you. *wham*Look at this and i hit you again. *wham*This is a game . don't look at this.*wham*

On the way to Queenstown, my wife KC decided to act cool. haha. he's my bud. Coldplay is cool. At least cooler than KC, don't you think?

That KC, showing his sweetest cutest boy smile.

And there's me looking remarkable boyish in berms. My head was swelling that time when KC headbutted me. Life with KC is so much better in JJC ever since. Akhbar don't be jealous k. haha.

2006-10-26T18:06:00.000+08:00

Whoa. Definitely, the last week of school was definitely a very tiresome and busy schedule.

Work, PW, Orientation, CCA.

Working on Tuesday was an wonderful experience. Given that there was only 1 manager, 1 supervisor, 4 cashiers, 4 floor staff 2 exit and 1 entrance personnel and over 10, 000 customers that day. We did a FAbulous JOB!!!!

Wednesday was a tiring day as well. Hockey training was cool. Had a crash course with KC my best bud who gave me a quick and rather effective guide to use the hockey stick, given that Freddy was a complete dummy with hand coodination. After hockey, Queensway was our destination as we realised our Hockey T-shirt was erm. in Joan's terms, DISGUSTING!

Shan't elaborate on the ugliness.

Today was also tiring , even though the lessons were considered no lessons at all.

Mr Koh was erm narrow minded. He was complained by a student of JJC to the MOE. cos on wednesday, there was poor attendance of the entrie school popupulaion, casuing mr koh to be erm aggravated. Cos he was worried that the thursday buffet he ordered will be wasted if the population continue to be absent on thursday. So he asked all students who were not at morning asembly to meet him at 3 in his office whether sick or not. even if sick, a MC have to be shown to him at 3pm.

This caused a great commotion and complain.

Well mr koh , this morning was saying that he is very open minded and just wants an apology from the person.

Guess what. There's a different side to it.

he's a true blue Communist. He in actual fact at his office was saying that he will sue the person who complained to him as he is a public figure etc and even ordered all Ezlinks card to be collected and checked . This is openmindedness when he asked us o be openminded??

OGL Meeting was FUN FUN FUN. Wait. before that, here was the adventures of KC and Freddy

They went to eat at Boon Lay market despite a free buffet by JJC . i got tricked time and time again by him and i bang by head into his causing a painful head butt. Ouch. but it was fun and he wanted to play catching with him. Childish = KC. haha which is the same as KC = Freddy + CHILDISH

muahaha

back to OGL, the games were interesting. My OG people were nice. and i erm not really trusting Hoe han as the Family head. Cos he did not do a good job with our CIP camp the other time. He would have been a great leader if

1) he was more attentive to details.
2) up to date with latest news

well. i believe he will do a good job since many of the OGLs trusted him. yea. i shall trust him one more time. But he was clutching his trousers all the time. hmmmmm

Wonder if there is Hockey tomorrow.

2006-10-23T20:03:00.000+08:00

Dummies Guide to Ponning school and not facing the music the next day.
Step 1: Get someone to lead you to pon school.
Step 2: tell your teacher you were sick
Step 3: Forget to bring your letter

This is definitely a normal student style.

Next style i'll introduce =)

which my friend KC uses. Of course not forgetting Joel.

Step 1: Pretend to go to school
Step 2: MArk attendance and walk out
Step 3: Knows a teacher who don't care

Freddy's style of Ponning school.
Step 1: Wish to pon school
Step 2: never pon.

haha

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Dummies Guide to Skipping lectures

Step 1: Go to the LT,
Step 2: Put your bag down
Step 3: Pretend to go to toilet 5-10 mins in lecture (Useless lectures)
Step4: Come back after the lecture (optional)
OR
Step 4: Ask your Friend to bring your bag out of the lecture hall.

This style is adopted from a friend, KC who frequents this technique.

2006-10-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

Festivities sure catch me on.

Working this tuesday sure make me excited . I still have to beg my boss for 2 vacancies haha. Joking. i see what i can do for the 2 hockey gals.

Anyway, project work at Aunty Hui Hui house was sure no project work , but laughter and mockery. No mockery too strong a word. what did we do exactly, oh rite, we laughed. we gave Darryl a bad hairday. haha.

Education sometimes just makes people enjoy mocking. Yup. Hynotism. Thats what i call. Education changed\s the natural way of life. It adds excitment, in a good way, or in a bad way, Competition. no TENSION.

well. I hope education will stop evolving into a more drastically more savage situation than it is today.

Yesterday , 6 year secondary school programme straight into uni,
Today, PW and H1 that adds pressure
Tomorrow, something more wicked?

2006-10-21T23:01:00.001+08:00

still in the spirit of Festival and soul-society . haha.

man, i wish i can be like KC, pon lessons all he wants and not get caught. that's the good thing if you get Teachers who don't care about your attendance. Especially in KC's class.

man, my teachers are all so particular about attendance. EVEN Civics can't be escaped. haha. Lt3 must be a spacious room since the 3 of you have it to yourself that whole 2 hours every week.

I keep thinking i'm a soul slayer haha. Bleach madness is getting onto me. Whilst others are caught up on Goong(Princess Hours), i'm into Bleach, and of course Survivor: Cooks Islands, Amazing Race don't really get my attention much lately.

Got Reprimanded by Siya for not telling her when i'm working. Sorry!! was busy.
And erm i forgot their names, the 2 Hockey Girls wanna join TRU too. haha. hope they get in.

Back to watching Bleach. tatayo

2006-10-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

2006-10-21T13:21:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was definitely one of the few days i truely enjoyed myself in JJC.

Firstly, the Drama Festival was awesome, although i think i wasn't good. haha. Heys, there's still room for improvement k. Although i don't really wanna emcee too often. i rejected a offer to host College day alright. haha So dun say i'm alway emcee. haha

The teams for drama fest was cool. they were hilarious. especially the Grease. i wished i was one of those actors. get to dnace and sing. haha

Christmas Carol while rehearsal received a shocking news. haha Zalikha while supposed to be pretending to punch this A05 guy( short, V hair , and small eyes) , actually. PUNCHED HIM SO HARD FOR REAl. we were like ouch. we even heard the sound. *PLAK*

LOL.

And i actually got to like interact with the cast more. They are nice people.

So after i did not so good for emcee, i waited for Kenneth, the resemblance to my Favourite * haha. Right KC. haha

Joined the Hockey people for dinner. They are nice people. We gossiped alot. (thats my favourite pastime) Sorry Esther, YES you ARE THE VICTIM!!
I shitted at the toilet loads of time. ( reminded me of Her post about HEr shitting and how nice it was to shit)
We played Truth or Dare. WHich was way fun -ner than playing with my class people .
I was named Stalker, Spy whatever nots.

I though everyone would like know everyone even though we dunno each other verbally.

MAybe this people are easy to recognize haha.

Got psychoed to join hockey. Shall think abt it. Although i do wanna join. Gotta. be Vigilant and think haha.

so tired. KC , you should just go and find out more abt that J* gal you told me about. i think you shld go get one. =)

2006-10-19T20:04:00.000+08:00

BAck to normal again.

Feeling peace and harmony with my class fellows.

A piece of miscommunication might be good, but the cracks are still obvious.

Like what kenneth said, i should try to protect myself more. haha

So my first step is to keep this blog to all of you whom i have entrusted my link to =)

haha. Alright, gonna emcee Drama Fest tomorrow. Kinda unprepared since i'm still waiting for the script.

tired tire tired.

2006-10-16T08:33:00.000+08:00

i had a rather long chat with Hwee Ying 20 mins ago. i mean, as a third party, i think that what she sya is right. cos i mean

people always follow one direction : follow majority.

So i know my choice is an adnormal. But i have thought about it. Hwee ying, your thoughts have given me new light and thinking. i sincerely thank you.

Right now, i just wish to be back on normal track and not have any disturbances.

TODAY IS JUDGEMENT DAY!!!!!

2006-10-15T19:40:00.000+08:00

haha this must be the no5 post i made today. anyway, there's a reason why i changed my blog url.

1) only really close friends of freddy shall know of this

2) this shall be a friend-family entertainment blog, not that my family members know of.

3) My blog shall be made tame and of entertainment value. haha.

So i only disclose it to certain people.

And quoting from Winnie,

'True Friends will not do things to inflict hurt on you.'

And thats what i feel.

2006-10-15T11:54:00.000+08:00

Thx winnie. haha you are not one who will ask me to beat someone else up =)
Thx for giving me really useful advice. Yup. i think it would be better to talk things out. I have ask my teacher to arrange for a confrontation. and he too had asked ms chan for the same thing too. haha which means maybe he, like me would like to clear up this mess.

My life is so mixed up, i kinda enjoying all this tension. maybe life in JC is not so nerdy after all.

2006-10-15T10:50:00.000+08:00

another extract
'Till then we didn't insult a minority in front of them, so what makes you think that we are extreme racists? U asked all chinese whether anyone of them don talk about racist jokes before? If so why arn't there fightings between both Chinese and Malays all over Singapore Singapore is just an open society. '

the reason why there are fighting is because there are people like him. he thinks that its alright to make this jokes as everyone is making them. that is why we have the ArabIsraeli Conflicts, the Northern Ireland conflicts, cos people think its alright to insult the other one sicne everyone is doing so.
You make you image sound worst. trust me, when malays see this they are gonna hate you.

2006-10-15T10:42:00.000+08:00

To all malay friends. I would like you to read this extract from a guy from my class.

'Regarding to Freddy's blog, come on we did like to joke about MUDS. We joked about them everyday, but we still know our limits and we know when we should stop and get serious towards racial sensitivity. We are all chinese after all, thats why we said things and joke behind other races, NOT in front of them. Get your facts right btw, when did we mention that all Malays are muds, before u push the blame on us. I didn't called you a MUD, so thats non of my business.'

A joke is a joke, whether its limits or not. it's nvr right o discriminate against others. In fact i am proud to be known as a mud. if mud= malay. since i kow someone who goes around calling malays mud. And joking behind someone is worst isn't it. if i use nicholas language, it's 'no balls'

2006-10-15T10:08:00.000+08:00

Seriously, after reading his blog, i tried to putmyself in his shoes and this was the conclusion i got:

firstly he mentions that he tried to arrange for a grp meeting at night, the night before the meeting. Hey it's not like i'm trying to attack you but meetins should have been arranged way before and on friday afternoon, before u played tennis, you could have arranged it since jeanette and zhi liang was with you aswell.

2ndly, i dun find it proud to be in debates team, neithe rme being in debate. so it's not fuckup debate .

Thirdly, i don't have sophisticated english. my english is not that wow anyway, its your english thats atrociously vulgar that i can't stand. so if you keep using this language, you're bound to be the ONE who will get beaten up in Poly. not me. Cos i dun resort to using them. At least people who use vulgairy in sucha manne would get beaten up.

fourthly, Stop trying to push your responsibilities everytime our group fails. When u send me the message of 'parklane tsc cafe' i was like where is that? And i wanted to ask if there's somewhere else thats easier to go. lets imagine on that day only got 2 of us go there, isn't that more of a wasted trip??

fifthly, Wan Jun said that she nvr nvr nvr promised to go on saturday as she had stuff on. So when u stated she leave at noon. gives me the feeling u lied to us . cos you attacked on the point that all of us would come, so everyone will come. But you know we won't come if one doesn't come. cos we could have done it at home ourselves with our own slides and all. But you chose to lie. Wan jun even felt frustrated with you.

sixthly, why is it you seem to put the fault onto my hands, like what jeanette ask you to tolerate me? etc etc. DID i yell at you or anything? NO. did i scold you or anything ? NO> the only few words i said to you on saturday was ' huh?' and 'since ther'es no full attendence, there's no need for a meeting' and i left. thats all.
So dun make me seem if i abused my position when i did not.

seven, A man of no basic courtesy is a man of a failure. This is the moral of life. i believe you know what i'm talking abt. How would you feel if you were waiting for one FULL hour for a guy whose late and he who set the time and you r puntcual and not a single sorry to expressed his apologies, you would feel pissed.

AND AND AND. you did not mention your own faults of being late. is that call a MAN? huh? Tell me then. DID you apologize for being late , i mean if you apologize the person waiting could have just forget it. ANd you nvr even mention in your blog so which means u were tryign to cover up your dirty tracks. Everytime u do something wrong u posyt it in the blog, i have to apologize to you, since i thought u really felt very down. so now i seen all your foxy cunning tricks. i think i made a wrong move apologizing to a man who doesn't know how to apologize. So don't be one sided when you wirte in your blog.

eightly, haha your RAcist section comment is even more ridiculous. do you think anyone who makes racist jokes would say it infront of the race involved? you would get jailed, thats why there are so many rcaist jokes thats so insulting because its not said to the race involved thats why!! so is your arguement really an arguement.??
U won't like it IF you heard accidentally what other races said abt your race. You dun wanna get beaten up in POLY if u make racist jokes. I mean yes there are many poeple who make these jokes, but the qay they said it was cool. you always express your jokes in a wrong manner . so your racist jokes turn up to be lethal. So you will be the one who will get beaten up. i won't . i am not a racist guys. You won't make a malay friend since u dun like malays. I'm fine with all races. So get the idea. you will get beaten up being racist.

Nineth, you can always approach ms chan if you can't stand being the leader. ANd let me ask you, was yesterday ever ever my fault? i was early, punctualy. Jeanette wasn't there. why is she nvr deemed her fault sine she was supoosed to be there. is this a attempt to attack me. Doesn't it seem weird?? Ain't Jeanette zhi liang and wan jun part of this grp. WHY is oly my name mentioned as the fault. huh. am i the only one who say that the place was inaccessible? was i late? NO. did jeanette not come yes. and u siad u wanted the whole grp to come and only 2 turn up. then isn't it thier fault? then why r u pin pointing as if its mine.

And like ms chan wants full compulsory attendence, u make it seem like i caused it not to be off full attendence. cos am i jeanette, or wan jun or zhi liang? No
and even worst, zhi liang nvr even say anything and he disappear, why didn't you mention his name and scold me. huh why did you attach me instead? Clever right? Don't try to make me feel as if its my fault. i mean i know what was my fault. So dun try to cretae faults for me.

My fault is always being on short tempers in the grp. I know that. so yup i'm stubborn BUT the world doesn't revolve around me.

But let me ask you NICHolas, so the whole PW saga wasn't at all your fault, did you let your readers know what did you do exactly? Huh? let me ask you that, you bloody jerk. at least i dun use throw the F* like you do.

You wanna testify the rest wan jun especially, since u put words into hermouth that she would leave at noon.

weren't i to feel angry sice u were late yesterday, i'm not tyrannical. i was waiting for you to say sorry for being the late organiser. i mena i left partyly because i felt mistreated. waited for one whole hour expecting memebers to come as in the sms and now i get this. i had enough. Come on, you made me sound liek i yelled the world off when i did not . so make your stand clear.

2006-10-14T21:07:00.000+08:00

if my class life is like the competition of Survivor. I must survive.
If the survivor have already lasted since march. my most recent strategy was to outcast myself.

Why? not to be involve in any internal conflicts and make myslef help to mend them and gain nothing from it at all.

second, i don see a need to mingle with the boys.

thridly, they discriminate against other races. Meaning they are racists. i hate people who are racists.

OS what if they clal me a MUD.
in a01 terms MUd = all malays

i feel very mad. i am friends of malays. i have my own close malay friends. my first bets friend was a hlaf malay, my secondary sch friends were mostly malays.
I know i look like one myself. so stop criticsing the way i behave like your so called 'mud ' and giving me that disgusting look. You dun have the right to feel disgusted. This people have to right to behave how they are. and they were nvr nvr nvr nvr exiled from the law of singapore. Singapore is not juts a chinese society. So if u can discriminate against the malays, indians and bangalas, you yourself are ugly looking disgusting piece of cloth.

He says that idians can't be seen int he dark. i mean its quite funny but he said it in a way that was insulting.

Come on. we are all humans. Imagine being mocked because you are a minority. one day you will be mocked and hwo knows experience it yourself. you jerk. Insensitive jerk.

2006-10-14T14:59:00.000+08:00

I wanna on this note really thanks Winnie, for being a wonderful companian to me. Thanks for chatting with me yesterday and today whilst i was bored and gloomy. you really gave that piece of light to me. i really wanna thank you. Even though we have such a great age different you are in your 20s, i feel like we are of the same age. i reeally wanna thank you for spending your time talking to me instead of your other wonderful friends you have. You really understand me alot and i'm glad to have you in my life haha. Thanks so much.

Thanks Akhbar for always being the cheeky devil and making me laugh even when i have not seen you for nearly 8 months. You will always be regarded as my best pal in secondary school.

Thanks Kenneth for being sucha great sport and including me in your everyday fun. You rock man!! I am glad that i have such a adoring friend.

I decided to write this posts because i sudden;y realised that i have some people that i really need to thank for making my life a wonderful light . I am not at all a pessimist, i am a optimistic guy, just that i lost touch with it for months. to those i did not mentioned, you too are all regarded a lot

- my Rotaract Friends, Interact friends, A02 buddies you know who you are =), Wan Jun, Hui2 and HW thx. And of course my 4e3 friends whom i still am in touch with. To all. I am glad to known you.